Haha i'm guessing it's supposed to be "your penis is up" since gochu is the word for chili pepper and slang for penis in korean XD
I think it's understandable to be skeptical of zichen's feelings when sitong was watching and loving him one-sidedly, convincing himself they were 2 parallel lines. But I loved zichen's response T^T no pressure or frustration, just "If you find my feelings shallow, that just means your feelings are deeper... so the one with shallower feelings has tto work harder."
So understanding T^T
I actually think it's good he doesn't misuse his power. He'd become like the other sh*tty side god characters, but more dangerous. Just want to get to seeing them get justice served