just a random 3AM thoughts.......
well it's not related to manga but just wanna ask ppl here, do you guys believe in superstition? so when i was a kid, i made this oath, i swore i would not date someone until i graduate from high school and if i broke that oath i would get divine punishment, i made that oath bcs i wanna focus study and get into good uni
BUT THE DEVIL IS STRONG WITH THIS ONE GUY I MET DURING HGHSCHOOL, well we know each other for about 2 years and had a very good relationship, i secretly liked him but i never confess or anything, and during my senior year he asked me to date him, i told him i made that oath and asked him to wait just until graduation b4 we going out. He refused and said that if i reject his confession then, he would never asked me out again even tho we liked each other. Short story i dated him, but it didn't end up well and we broke up just before my grad. It was a nightmare for me that time, i really believe that we would end up together until the end of time (pardon me i was so naive that time) (and my ex was a senior so he graduated earlier than me, and it was LDR)
So since then i kinda have a phobia/traumatic experience with romantic relationship, i can't seem to love normally again, there's always this voice inside me that saying "human are ugly, he will betray you again" so even after 3 years (and i am completely moved on and has no feelings with my bastard ex) i still cannot start a relationship with anyone. I'm not that young anymore and my family was getting worried. Should i go to psychiatrist? hahahaha :')
anyway the thing is, i am getting suspicious. is it some kind of karma or divine punishment bcs i couldn't fullfill my oath back then? i know it's very silly for me to think like this but i kinda disappointed with myself and why i couldn't take responsibility for my oath back then. So guys what do you think, is it just me overthink about this situation? Does someone have similar situation?
It's not a divine punishment, I guess it's just some kind of trauma. I had my first love when I was 7 years old and he ridiculed me for it (well we were kids so I'm not blaming him) but I haven't fallen in love or had a crush on anyone since. It's normal to get like that after a rejection/ bad brake up. And I've made absolutely no oaths or such promises.
well i can’t really determine whether there is such a thing as divine punishment, but i watched a show “the anthem of the heart” one time where a girl imagined a person when she was little who told her she should stop talking and so she stopped speaking. eventually she gets to a point where she is able to speak and she realizes she just built that wall herself because she was scared.
so maybe in your head you are just using that as an excuse, maybe unintentionally. maybe you have built a wall because you blame the bad relationship on yourself and you just are afraid? i would suggest just taking it slow and putting yourself out there more, if you go on a few dates or you work on building relationships with your friends it might help you break that wall and open your heart up to relationships. but not being in a relationship isn’t something to feel ashamed about so you do you!
anyone here read web novels? can someone recommend me xuanhuan novels without harem, ecchi, tragedy, and ANY ROMANCE in it? Like gourmet from another world and library of the heaven's path, just focus on cultivating/seeking power n knowlegde
thanks in advance (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Ughhh I'm gonna just reply to you tomorrow about all the manhuas and webtoons. You're not gonna thank me anyway but just reply to me tomorrow I'm gonna make a list lol (●￣(ｴ)￣●)
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I'm waiting for your list
So today my friend asked me this "Hey if remember, the author of this anime said that in YOI season 2 there will be a pairing between Otabek and Mila..." and i was like "WTH i knew that but i don't want to believe it!" I'm an OtaYuri diehard fan so this thing may disturb me a little and i can't help but feeling anxious. I know that my feeling is unreasonable bcs i don't even know when YOI season 2 will be released （￣へ￣）so i just want to let out my feelings here since i can't talk about this with someone else except my friend that i mentioned above (and we had a very long discussion about this but i still feel anxious). How about you guys? Will you disapointed if there isn't OtaYuri pairing anymore in s2?
Yes ofc... Otayuri is so cute =w= (sometimes I ship them more than Vikturi)(≧∀≦)
If there is that pairing... Im waiting for some drama(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
hell no!! otamila isn't happening (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ like im all about them otayuri moments and im sure the author already noticed the ships fans made so if they pair otabek and mila the anime will get really bad reviews and there will be an uproar so its not in their favor （￣へ￣）
I ship OtaYuri, but it's the author's work, she's the one who created it, so we have no say over what happens. If she just does what pleases the fans, the anime kind of loses its purpose.
That's just a fake rumor because the author hasn't said nothing about it.
*Takes Otayuri ships out of yaoi closet*
Otayuri will become canon..
Ummm recently i've been obsessed with web novels and i just want to blab about some of my favorite novels. Check out Legendary Master's Wife and Love You 59 Seconds, i really like both, it's yaoi and have sweet and fluffy scene plus if you like RPG games Love you 59 seconds is the perfect choice bcs 98% of the story was about gaming and stuff. Oh and if you like web novels toob please give me recommendation about what to read next, i don't like harem, ecchi, tragedy, and hetero romance. Yaoi, fantasy, or any other genre are most welcome. Thanks, have a great day (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Xiao Momo~ X3 *coughs*
I also like Legendary Master's Wife especially the interactions between Ling Xiao and tsunde--- *coughs* You Xiao Mo. I also like Xiao Mo's interactions with his brothers in the sect especially in the recent chapter. I have not read Love you 59 seconds though.
As for the web novels with yaoi genre, I also check True Star and Reincarnation of a Superstar - both of them have MC reincarnated and is an actor. Ahh--- and also Kill the Lights (that's Korean, btw)
There are also Japanese but the ones I read are PWP, if I remember correctly. XDD Oops, I rant. XD
Yaoi novels
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/true-star/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/quickly-wear-the-face-of-the-devil/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/kill-the-lights/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/back-to-the-apocalypse/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/rebirth-of-chen-an/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/abo-cadets/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/transmigrating-into-a-mob-character-to-rehabilitate-the-villain-plan/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/reincarnation-of-a-superstar/
P.S. You should browser novel updates, it's a site that tells you when certain novels update. Most are reincarnation/world transfer/ wuxia/martial art kinda things, but you can also find other things if you search by tabs. You might also want to check out royalroadl, which is an amateur writing site like wattpad. But more focused towards fantasy.
Yaoi novels
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/quickly-wear-the-face-of-the-devil/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/back-to-the-apocalypse/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/rebirth-of-chen-an/
http://www.novelupdates.com/series/transmigrating-into-a-mob-character-to-rehabilitate-the-villain-plan/
fk lemme post god damn it
o that worked....
If you like fantasy novels you should browser through novelupdates, which is a notification site which shows when novels update, and also royalroadl, which is an amateur writing site similar to wattpad, but most novels are fantasy(reincarnation/world transfer kinda things)
I totally forgot that True Star has harem potential though so you may not like it. /hides
Try Quickly wear the face of the devil
True Star is a classic, everyone likes the main character...as for the side characters/ potential lovers...╮(￣▽￣)╭
Kill The Lights is deffo recommended. Grandmaster of Diabolic Sect is my fav. Master's Wife I like it but Lin Xiao's personality is such a turn off, the definition of power-unbalanced relationship.
Rehabilitation of Villain's Plan is a must read, too.
I think you mean The Founder of Diabolism?
"The definition of power-unbalanced relationship"... ? That's too much for a conclusion, I think but ... oh well, that's your opinion. :D
Lin Xiao is a big pervert, hands down. If I were Xiao Mo, I would also freak out. But I do appreciate the times when he "behaves" (lol) and not too overprotective (but he's ruthless ... well, since this web novel has cultivation stuff after all)
Recently, I like the story "Stealing the Emperor's Male Concubine" on wattpad.
I finished reading the novel and yes, XiaoMo is always like a dog being obedient to the owner. It also didn't help that When You XiaoMo was by himself, he's actually clever and wise but EVERT SINGLE TIME that he's with Lin Xiao, XiaoMo turned into a pile crap of stupidity. Like I said, I liked Master's Wife but the only downside of it was that, there's no equal power in the relationship of the main pairing, AT ALL.
Grandmaster of Diabolic Sect is an alternate name of FoD.
I meant Demonic* but w/e. Diabolic and Demonic are the interchangeable ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I also like LMW. Try Feng Yu Jiu Tian. Very nice story and verrry long. Still ongoing and still long way to go for the english translated chapter to catch up to the raws. Last I check chinese raws is 30+ vol but english translated chap is only up to vol 12??
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Xiao Momooo~~~ i AM sooo glad that their relationship has progressed so much (they've done it lol) and i can't wait to see more *cough* intimate relationship between the two of them *evil grins*. Thanks for recommendation btw, i'll definitely check them out!!!! (⌒▽⌒)
Waaaaaw thanksss, actually i've read Rehabilitate the Villain Plan, that's soooo good btw. I'll check the rest of them, thankyouuu iloveyouu
I will thanksssss
Oh man, i really need to install this app quickly into my phone. Thankssssss btw
I've read that OMG!!!! It's soooo good, i can really imagine the protagonist being a doting brother to his 2 baby brothers!! Sadly the novels only got few chapters released, i'm quite sad tho but it's okay i'll wait hehe. Thanksss for the recommendation, i'll definitely check them up
Okaay i'll definitely check it out, thanks for the recommendation!!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Following as well.
Here's another list of yaoi/shounen ai novel with a complete english translation and Happy Ending
1) Hua Hua You Long (contain rape)
2) Jus Primae Noctis (contain rape)
3) War Prisoner
4) Please don't Eat Me (short story)
5) Counterfeit Bride
6) Ban Lu Qing Jun
7) I Want to Enjoy a Country Life
8) The Water Goes Drip Drop (Horror story with a touch of BL)
9) Mo Flower/Mo Shuang Hua Kai
This site provides links for lots of yaoi/shounen ai novel
http://bltranslation.blogspot.my/p/links.html
I already read Hua hua you long and I want to enjoy country life, but thanks for the recommendation anw, it seems today i'm not going to sleep hahahaha
So can someone recommend me links or website where you can read some fantasy web novels like tensei shittara slime (i forgot the title) or like many rpg manga that based on web novels. And also, recently i read Legendary Master's Wife on Exiled Rebels Scans's website (it was awesome!) So please do recommend me some links to read yaoi/BL/shounen ai web novels
Thank you so much, i love you guys (づ￣ ³￣)づ
http://www.novelupdates.com/genre/yaoi/
I recommend "i want to enjoy a life" and 'immoral holiday " there
And For Fantasy I Would Recommend "the Legendary Moonlight Sculptor", Doulo Dalu, and "a Thought Throught Eternity".
Thank you sooooooooooo much
A merman (?), he's an uke and he lives as salaryman in modern japan, one day bcs of something the president of his workplace knew that he was a merman and then they fall in love and the president build a pool on the top of his company (?) I really forgot about this one, i think it's one of the multiple stories yaoi manga
I need a relaxing manga that focused on traveling, landscape, hobby, or outdoor. The ambience more or less like Aria and Aqua, Amanchu, or like Nodame Cantabile. I do not wish to read wishy washy romance manga with lots of tearjerker
Please help me find this kind of manga >.<
i'm kinda obsessed with radio recently, can you guys recommend me shounen ai/yaoi manga related to radio please?
Thanks in advance (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Emmm today for no reason, i am kinda addicted to hickeys, so can you guys recommend me yaoi/shounen ai manga with hickeys scene or something like that?
Love Mark / Hickey is part of plot.
http://www.mangago.zone/people/tag/2337/Love+Mark%2FHickey/
Waaah thankssss (づ￣ ³￣)づ
hello everyone...
i'm in the mood to read bl manga where the mc crushing on someone but ended up with someone else like this manga http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bokura_ga_koi_wo_ushinau_riyuu/ i don't really want to see a cliche unrequited love story but something with more angst, bittersweet, and somehow realistic...
so, can someone recommend me any manga like this??? T.T
Thanks in advance
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yakozen/
there are many but mmmmmm maybe
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/like_that/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oko_sama_box/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/brother_x_brother/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nure_nezumi_tachi_no_koi/uu/nure_nezumi_tachi_no_koi-chapter-1
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/senpai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/open_air/
I also like stories like that, thanks for starting this topic. I'm gonna read some of the recommendations on your topic if you don't mind? (≧∀≦)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/smells_like_green_spirit/
thanksss
thank u sooo much i'll read it later :))
thanksss
ofc, be my guest hehe ^^
thank youu ^^
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