GhostBear created a topic of Miss Not-So Sidekick

Omg finally TT^TT HE FINALLY FOUND LATTE!!!!!

GhostBear created a topic of Mairimashita! Iruma-kun

I need the soul mate trio!!!!!!! I wish it was them instead of Ameri (sorry) and have the secrets unveiled lolol

Omg SSR is so cute!! His animosity is ×10 funnier when he cant even see 2 feet in front of him. Does he just go based on aura lolol??
Also MC is too real with the little brother speak. I have 2 and can confirm they're little rats, rolling in garbage, stealing your food, and leaving their shit everywhere

GhostBear created a topic of My Guildmate Next Door

This is gonna be my Christmas present

GhostBear created a topic of Toumei na Ai no Utsuwa

And people say yaoi doesn't have plot, explain this:

GhostBear followed a goer

┊         ┊       ┊   ┊    ┊        
┊         ┊       ┊   ┊   ˚★⋆。˚  ⋆
┊         ┊       ┊   ⋆
┊         ┊       ★⋆
┊ ◦.       ┊
★⋆        ┊ .  ˚
           ˚★

       へ   ♡  ╱|、
    ૮ - ՛ )    (` -  7
     / ⁻ ៸|       |、⁻〵
 乀 (ˍ, ل ل      じしˍ,)ノ

ⓘ This person is... ⓘ

Hana; she/they⠀⠀

The urge to read yaoi is increasing but I still can hold it in

My English is becoming rusty and I'm scared. It's a sign. I'm healing

Don't like how my ass became my center of the pain while on period. 

I miss writing, I miss journalling, I miss venting and yapping on this page

Happy Eid Mubarak... It feels weird. I restraint myself for one month. I can finally read yaoi again. I mean I'm always like this. Idk. 

Gwan sik set the standard too high. May this love find me. 

I have no attachment. Delete je comment. 

I love how it's natural for me to just converse in English  

So many story to be told here but once I open this site, I forgot. AHHHHH IM SO FUCKING BUSY TWO DAMN WEEK AND HARINI BARU RASA TENANG SIKIT

I fucked up big time. I overspent my budget and now I have no money to eat, to pay for my university fee, I borrow my roommate money... I don't have any money left. 

I almost tell my irl about my username here. Pls I promise myself to never tell her about this site. Pls myself 

Damn it's been 3 months since I last wrote here. I've been so busy and shit. Alr so first of all, I want to write a lot of thing, what happened etc but I've been stressing a lot. And it's draining to do anything. I can't even function well. I think maybe since the second semester is almost over. I'll finally able to feel a closure. Damn I miss rotting in my bed. Secondly, I just happened to read a bl manga. Blessed everyone  "same sex don't have anything that ties them together unless they're having a child or marriage" tf, so being together meant you have to fill out the form. Birthing. That's disrespectful. 
Update lol: I didn't find any closure but ih well maybe I did. A little. She can't be my number 1. I already have my number 1. 

I hate guideverse with my whole being. I hate the feeling of being use. Also force psychical. Don't have any choices. You were bind to someone. Drain yourself for other. Damn I hate this subgenre sm. Most of the story contain rape and there's no love in the beginning. Sex without love? Yes you can have sex for fun but I choose what I read. I may complain but I'll never read those. I've read few out of curiosity to try wtf is this. Alr maybe there's wholesome story out there that I haven't read yet. But most of it are angsty....  

One thing about me, I don't read servant x master trope. I won't say I hate it but that feel wrong. I'm all good for love to be bloom but me? volunteer? to read those then hmmm no. What's the title again. It's one of the famous servant-master story. The uke keep getting injured. Mind you I'm traumatized. Also you should just do your work. I like it when stories is more what it seems. Plot twist, the servant is actually a royal. Boom. Also love-hate relationship between me and job application 

The start of semester 2 break

Another battle of friendship. Would I save it or not? Idk how to talk about this. I'm trying to get away from this so bad while they're trying to secure us again. I don't feel anything anymore. I only feel bad and guilty. Stop. I made empty promises. Don't you know when to stop? I don't hate you. I don't want us to interact anymore. I feel drained. Idk how to say it to you. 

I feel like an embarrassment. Damn in what era am I? Like I'm trying too hard and then get embarrassed if it's didn't get how I want it. I never go all out except ik things will go my way but hmm... 

Hi? It's been over 2 months since I wrote here. Thanking the universe and me for getting better at handling my own emotion. I no longer feel the need to vent openly or use ai lol I just thought of fastest possible solution and let the time flow. I'll have to face it no matter what so yeah why trouble yourself by overthinking? Im inspired to become those that have no attachment or simply exist without asking too much hahahah mob character doesn't sound so bad. 

Friendship breakup starting. I wrote like a legit 500-1000 words essay but damn we met once and ghost each other for a week and somehow I stop caring. Saying I stop caring sounds cruel. I'm not hurting in the slightest as I was already preparing myself for a damn half a year. I'll only bring guilt with me. It's okay rather than feeling anxious every single day. I'm free from feeling tie to someone. I can't be in a relationship rn. I feel trapped. I feel suffocated. No one has me in their palm. Idk why but I don't like people getting know me deeply. Fucking irony that I'm over sharing rn. I think this line is fine. This is the boundary, no one can step in any further. I feel bad bcs she's not in the wrong but has to bear this heavy burden of betrayal. "I thought we were ride or die" sorry bud. Sounds selfish asf but I'm just putting boundary 

┊         ┊       ┊   ┊    ┊        
┊         ┊       ┊   ┊   ˚★⋆。˚  ⋆
┊         ┊       ┊   ⋆
┊         ┊       ★⋆
┊ ◦.       ┊
★⋆        ┊ .  ˚
           ˚★

9 days
GhostBear created a topic of Kouguu no Omega

So cute!!! We need a family raising arc!!!!

GhostBear created a topic of Our Sunny Days

I can't cry, I'm at work but goddamn is the screen blurry

Ugh literally just reread this all once I saw the side stories came out and now I'm all caught up!!!
Claude is so cool!!! I love how's he's more doting to Athy now ughhhhh

Im so glad, they're so cute!! I want what they have frrrr

GhostBear created a topic of My Guildmate Next Door

I need Jigu sobbing, panting, crying and begging to cum-

GhostBear created a topic of Mairimashita! Iruma-kun

Hey isn't this the garden where Azazel Henri's has those flashbacks of his wife all the time??

GhostBear created a topic of A Trace of the Wonder

This was so good, a nice short compelling read. Loved it so much!! Definitely wish it was longer but I think its good pacing and not overtly drawn out of anything!

GhostBear created a topic of Our Sunny Days

Ok fine, I'll allow him into the family

GhostBear created a topic of Kouguu no Omega

Nah I'm sorry I need to see Illya nesting, idc idc

GhostBear created a topic of Straight-kun to Gesu
GhostBear created a topic of Miss Not-So Sidekick

I want arwin to appear at this very moment and be so aghast that his dear customer could say 'I like you' to someone uglier than him.

GhostBear created a topic of B-Class Guide

Overall cute, you can turn your brain off for most of it and just enjoy the art and funny characters. I would have loved more, definitely felt a bit rushed at the end and there were some loose threads but I liked it enough to read twice in the span of 3 months!