It seems YW is....actually having supernatural powers or at least seeing what Jun does. Like that hand!!! It seems like his little minion (like from Adam family lmao), and he grinned while hearing the whispers and seeing it, so maybe Jun isnt all that crazy, but YW is using his powers or whatever that shit is to permanently traumatize Jun, or make Jun embrace it so that can live a creepy life together. And they were talking about those reporters going missing!! And the hand is always bloody, so either he or the hand seems like they might be killing people, like the guy that just disappeared in the movie theatre. And the house shakes!!!! Even other people notice that the house shakes when YW is angry.
My final thoughts: YW has some type of affinity with the supernatural, which may not have been bad and twisted until his family decided to traumatize him with horror movies, so now he embraces it and his supernatural affinity is just straight up dark, and he was probably manifesting it all as a kid without knowing (like the mirrors thing he was scared of), scaring himself and his friend. But after whatever happened, like he probably killed his parents with some Carrie-type Witchery, he embraced his powers, writes horror novel, purposely continued the trauma on his friend because he wants him to embrace it as well, like maybe Jun isn’t necessarily crazy, but his friend is actively “haunting” him. But that wouldn’t explain Jun’s anger issues and emptiness, unless YW is causing that too, so maybe Jun isn’t as innocent in this as I think... which might also be why YW loves him so much. Like that conversation that they also had as children, to imagine people you hate being murdered viciously, and Jun being unsure, YW might’ve convinced him as kids that murder is okay.... hmmmm.
Or I'm thinking too deep and they're just crazy. 70% sure that YW might be a murderer though, and possibly plotted whatever got his parents killed, or the reporters, or the movie theater guy
I agree but I’m 80% sure joon is crazy too which is why I want him to remember ughh
Excuse me, fellow readers, I’m on chapter 12-13 and they just made the comment that Yeonwoo would smell like cigars and have red eyes whenever he came out of the black room.... Is this whole physiological horror thing based on child abuse? Was Yeonwoo being abused in that room? Does this have something to do with why MC dreams about being molested by disembodied hands while he sleeps in his childhood friend’s home? Bc honestly I maybe should’ve expected it, but now I’m scared to continue reading. Child abuse is worse than the creepiest horror story ╥﹏╥
I had wondered if those dream were just Yeonwoo touching him in his sleep but it seems like that’s not the case. If there’s like something actually supernatural going on or if this is just some manifestation of childhood beliefs that were used to hide from the actual trauma.... ugggh I’m interested but scared and confused
omg, that could be true! I can't wait for the next chapters, I wan't to find out *^*
i believe its more of child abuse than supernatural, maybe they had mental health issues from their childhoods? you should continue to read it though its really good~~ ₊·(ϱ﹏ᵕ๑)‧*
yeah, I've made it to the current chapter, but it looks like there really is some element of the supernatural? the main thing that can't really be explained by mental health issues is the house shaking when YW is angry, because it did that even when the friends were there.
ohh true, but they honestly deserved it (눈_눈)
bro, when he came up behind "little don" i just about melted bc it really did hit that he's tall, dark, and handsome
I just got to chapter six and I'm so excited because this is like a mix between Trash of the Count's Family and Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint. I don't think I'll ever get tired of reincarnation manga. Not until I've read every possible variation of possible plot difference which will probably take a couple years (like how I got yaoi/yuri/shoujo out of my system XD)
lol same glad to know there exist kindred souls who enjoy even the little variations of a genre. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
though I don't want to ever get it out of my system (≧∀≦)
okay, as a public service, the whole of chapter 32 should just be deleted. there was no point....at al... to that sexual assault scene and it was pretty ooc of a calm, cool character like the seme over a petty reason. can authors not just have them talk??? why are arguments constantly leading to assault in these yaoi? been reading for years and never exactly figured it out. do authors want to make it more intense and dramatic? because its overdone and now I'll be thinking in the back of my head that Mirae was ready to rape MC over a random thing like "I started to branch out and become friends with other people because I feel like an afterthought to my best fried" . I don't even understand how the author could spin that as manipulation to any sane person.
By now, I've kinda realized that this trope is an unfortunate addition to the world of yaoi, and I can generally skip over the rape scenes, read as if they didn't happen so that I can actually enjoy the story and the cuteness. and its pretty easy to do when the rape happens so randomly and is completely ooc, but still. just why? it kills me to get 30 chapters in and that happens :( Its still cute though. In my mind, Mirae's character who's a sweetie pie wouldn't do that. (but then again, seeing as how mirae is in the mafia or whatever, maybe that's supposed to explain how he's so quick to anger and violence).
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I absolutely agree with this, we can all just collectively ignore chapter 32 and pretend this is the real chapter 32, that was an imposter, vent that bitch out
I 100% agree with you. The last chapter took Mirae out of character just for the drama? It was totally pointless and they could've built a better relationship if they had just talked it out. That scene ruined the couple for me, throughout the story they were both in a fluffy relationship. Getting that upset at MC was totally out of character for Mirae and made it seem like the author was just doing it cause of rape fetishizing. I also feel really disappointed that after 30 chapters of story telling and seeing from different POVs that this is what it has led up to. There was no build up for the anger as well, it all happened in one chapter without any explanation. To make things worse it was a misunderstanding as well... Istg bl writers need a partner or smt.
I also skip rape scenes too (or yaoi in general cus I don't like watching the seggs but- I digress) loll we have a lot in common. I saw someone defend his behavior in the comments last chapter and was like what? Nothing about the chapter was justifiable, his actions were disgusting. It's because of this that this shit keeps happening
bro right like before when I was reading this I really thought he would be different but that scene just ruined it for me
Agreed. Yet people are complaining that it was censored... ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
you really gotta wonder how some of the randomest manga get turned into anime but masterpieces like this don't. :( it's such a waste
okay, it seems like the uke's memory loss really was a lie, thank god, but yall have to be at least a little weirded out that the seme had sex with an amnesiac with only "15 years" worth of memories - i.e. someone who's basically 15 in his head. i know this is mafia stuff but gosh that made this weirder
Can we all just admire the fact that the fucker that got his dad killed was screwed over by his subordinates so easily? The guy who was supposed to block him let MC get pass him and was like, “oh well, they’ll be fine”, Ms. Badass Secretary basically opened the door for him, and the last man standing to protect him walked out XD I was laughing my ass off because he was like “they got this, I’m fine”, like dude, you dont really have anyone’s loyalty besides the money and apparently even that ain’t enough