I get that matt is high, I get that he has little to no control of his actions right now and knowing him, he will 100% be DEVASTATED for doing what he did.
This goes for the author. JUST WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS? Adding rape is sooo unnecessary to any story (despite ppl justifying the person eventually liked it at the end or they love eachother other bs) and doesn't do anything but leave a bad taste to the readers ntm dealing with people who are deadass DEFENDING rape c'mon