
I think the uke was a NEET and a swimming instructor at a local pool (or was the seme the swimming instructor? i don't remember). One was teaching the other to swim. Could have been a short story, I'm not sure. NEET uke had light, long hair.
I read it ages ago, it's at least 7 or 8 years old, probably more. My memories are super vague. I think one of them might have had a younger brother to take to the pool but not sure.
I need someone like the seme in my life. I could never enjoy sex because my first time was non-consensual, sometimes I don't know if it's the trauma or if I'm asexual, but I'm not capable of having sex with people or being fully present with them and I'd love someone who makes you feel at ease like Kou-san