beta
If you still have trauma from your past relationships that have yet to be resolved then you don't need to to be in a new relationship. No buts. Garam is still thinking back to his old relationship and is scared that the same thing might happen again and that's valid but he should also know what it feels like to be on the other side, to be the one who has laid his heart and feelings out for someone only for it to be left there without any form or reciprocation or acknowledgement.
Garam is saying that he wouldn't be having sex with him if he didn't like him but he forgets that they started being fuck buddies for the sole purpose of getting off and letting off steam. Jaehyuk is thinking that in between all that time after his confession nothing has really changed.
Garam better figure it out or he's going to end up in that apartment all alone.