The most painful part reading this is knowing and understanding where both sides is coming from and you can't do anything about it. It's not that easy to speak up specially with the seme's case but the uke need to hear his reasons too
I was reading the latest chap while listening to end of tomorrow by Ariana and the way the "would I be the one on your mind" played when I read the last panel makes my heart goes crazy ackkkkk
i knew that fucker was gonna jump cause why the hell was he standing over the edge of
the building's rooftop...