
the only positive i can say about ilay's obsession is that i know he's never gonna cheat

Um basically him and this other dude christoph have a whole momment going on. he quite literally says in his mind that he has the hots for him but if ilay finds out they're both dead meat .Plus they have the whole shoujo thing going on where tay teaches christoph how to be comfortable with being touched, wrestles him to the ground, picks him up and honestly their pairing was super cute too because tay is such a green flag to him. All the comment were like yoooo top tay is hotttt bro got rizz etc. And this story could have been an alternate story itself with the well etched charcters

I read it from wattpad but they redacted the story form there. you can try booktoki https://booktoki463.com/novel/6951?stx=%ED%8C%A8%EC%85%98
My way of reading it is making it into an audiobook out of it on edge beacuse the auto translations aren't the best

"but that's not an apology. it's just a bunch of sorry excuses." oh wow, peak literature right there. i love how bom didn't make that moment about him. doha had just gotten a traumatic experience out of his chest, so it's only right he didn't take that moment to confess even though it's already obvious. i love how doha was the one who said he likes him first. it feels more appropriate that way.
oh boy, that beautiful face being messed up like that. what a sight