Compared to theirs, my problems weren't that bad.
I just think my friend has it worse and that I was privileged to see these as a problem. I mean I know that I couldn't breathe and my heart started beating faster when my parents just mentioned the word "school" but I just really think these weren't that big of a deal.
I was in a rough place when I made this account. And I know I shouldn't think this, everybody's struggles are valid but... I just think, compared to my friend's problems, these aren't that bad and theirs is worse. My feelings during all these vents are completely valid but...
I regret my decision of talking to mom about things i like I regret it Why? Because she's being annoying as fuck about it You think i only watch anime? Who do you think i am? I also watch other things to Why do you think that Why do you always tease me about my crushes? Its none of your business right? Why are you like this? I confide in you cause ......
What would i do if there was scenario where doubles was appearing everywhere and killing the originals to take their place? Simple! I'd try and find my double stop her before she kills me and say "before you kill me... Please tell me you'd be a better daughter... Please tell you'd study hard... Please tell me you'd be better than me, smarter than m......
Its all my fault i'm a dumb bitch because if i just paid attention in class then maybe i wouldn't have such low grades Its all my fault that i procastinate because its just so simple, just stand up and study and do work but i can't even do that Its all my fault that i have a short attention span because its not as if i didn't have a choice, i could......
I swear i'm not gonna survive in the real world I'm gonna drop dead and die I'm gonna be left on the streets I won't be able to get a job that's for sure Oh dear god just fucking take me out of this world already please
AHHHHHHHHH FUCK THAT I AM NOT CALM I AM NOT CALM AT. ALL. I JUST FUCKING LIED TO MY MOM WHEN MY TESTS ARE COMING AND I FUCKING LIED I FUCKING LIED WITHOUT THINKING MY TESTS CAME TODAY AND I'M PRETTY SURE I DID SHIT ... God help me
"An honest 0 is better than a stolen 1" WELL GUESS WHAT? A STOLEN 1 IS BETTER THAN A DISAPPOINTED PARENT I'M ALREADY SHIT AT SCIENCE
I really love how she shows care for me by shouting at me because she's stressed! Wow! Isn't my mom great? She even pinches me hard enough to bleed and she knows full well we don't have a fucking med kit in the house! All because she's stressed. Isn't my mom the best? :]
The expectations are seriously crushing me and i want a peaceful way to get out of this. I want an eternal slumber. My report card is supposed to be given next week and i don't know how to escape this. My parents will look at me disappointed again. I need a way to escape
S O I FELL INTO A DEEP SIMP RABBIT HOLE AND STARTED SEARCHING FOR SAIKI IN A MAID OUTFIT AND I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED THE SHARE BUTTON AND SHARED IT TO SOMEONE SO I DELETED IT BUT THEY STILL SAWWW. MY DUDE I AM FUCKED
Am I weird for laughing at people I hate suffering? Like slightly giggling because its satisfying to watch
These people in the picture are just sooo "kind". Thank you for the "kind offer" but I assure you I am perfectly sane and not horny nor have any mental illnesses to lead me to watch any of these, thank you
So *ehem* is this working? *tap* *tap* tap* oh, yep anyway.. Please stop these mangago posts about "fetishizing gays" yes we get it. But please do understand that some manhuas/manhwas/mangas have men that have some mental illnesses or serious crimes like rape. Sure you like it but are you sure that REAL LIFE gay men like it? Are you sure that OTHE......
Oki doki time to reveal sad feelings that doesn't match up with my "personality" and "attitude" Sometimes i feel so pressured by my parents to the point of my breath and heart feeling heavy. Mom never really noticed so its quite sad to say she believes all the sad stuff i do was just an "act" a "show" cause she said it didn't fit my "joyful attitu......