angrysam

Spoilers ahead. I thought this was gonna be a cozy comfy story. Nothing dramatic. Like just two dudes living their best gay life in the countryside with a sprinkle of celeb life. That creepy stalker plot line caught me off guard. My jaw dropped when the arson/ attempted murder happened. I wish there was more about their life together as a couple!!!!! They’re so cute!!! I wanna see more of them being all lovey-dovey.

I wonder how much heavier/ psychological it will become from now on because ML snapped. So far even though the series touched on darker themes it was never depicted super explicitly. Not until the latest chapters. I keep thinking of how ML mentioned he’s restraining himself/ being considerate and juxtaposing that with the whiplash I got from some obsessive red/ black flags before. As of now I can’t tell if this is one of those stories or not (ie haven’t seen the impact the self-harm had on MC yet etc etc).

The man did just pull the most unorthodox suicide prevention move I’ve seen in a min… trying to guilt trip MC to become his reason to live because it’s quicker than waiting for MC to fall in love. I don’t think MC is suicidal, but ML appears to assume that he may become suicidal post-revenge. He is a very calculating man who always thinks in the long-term after all. Hmmm.