Can sb give me the raws plz Nd thank you
2022-05-20 12:37 marked
lol there is also short stories
2021-07-27 19:01 marked
Can someone give me the raws?
2021-07-19 11:07 marked
I remembering seeing this ch a while back in the raws & assuming that this was when chunwoo ended things with taesoo officially but clearly that’s not the case. & I’m re-looking at the raws & I’m getting annoyed with the plot. So Chunwoo & Hoin start hanging out & having a bunch of sex, but Chunwoo still thinks about Taesoo & Hoin is clearly aware of that & you can tell is hurt/bother by it. This is going on for another 20 chapters!!!! I’m like the fuck?!!!! Why is the author dragging this on forever. I know Hoin said he was okay & understood Chunwoo liked the other dude but it’s hard to see him in pain especially b/c Chunwoo still thinks about the other dude. Oh & now in the latest ch Hoin friends notice he’s hurting & stressed. Now it’s appears he also like Hoin since high school?! OMG this plot all over the pace. I still believe Hoin & Chunwoo are end game, but I’m like there’s been no progress for 20 ch, they’re just fucking while Hoin is in pain while Chunwoo still thinking about the other dude. I’m pretty sure they’re gonna have a talk, where maybe we understand why Taesoo was like that & they officially end things. Well that’s what I’m hoping for cuz I feel bad for Hoin. Obviously I can’t read Korean but I could see he’s in pain in the raws
2021-07-12 19:38 marked
I read chapter 25 already this is behind ofc
2021-07-10 02:41 marked
This yaoi should have a tragedy tag, this does not have a happy ending.
2021-07-02 23:25 marked
GUYYSSS I FOUND THE RAWWSSS!!!!
2021-06-18 07:06 marked
Here’s the raws friends (≧∀≦) (I had to add them as a reply because it wouldn’t let me add it here)
HEADS UP: chapter 22 and 23 contains rape and knives for people that are sensitive to those topics but it doesn’t happen between the 2 male leads
2021-05-23 04:50 marked
Can i get the raws?
2021-05-14 04:57 marked
i saw the raws and it’s up to chapter 38, there’s still no fight or whatsoever but our baby uke seems to be sensing sum shit now and there’s this part where seme and uke were on a date then suddenly they ran into to uke’s big sis and shit kinda get awkward since seme and big sis knows each other,, but yeah the seme is literally hard to read lol
2021-05-14 01:52 marked
Saw the raws, I think it's gonna be cliche drama but honestly i'd have that than an extended load of miscommunication and useless stuff. But it's normal angst and eventually turns very fluffy so I'll keep looking forward to the translation.
2021-05-14 01:45 marked
Raws anyone??
2021-05-13 03:42 marked
1. Moonhyuk (ml) killed Yeonjin (mc), but they didn't found the body (is there hope? TT.TT)

2. Instead of enthusiasm, I think what mc felt is.. sth to look forward to, sth that make him wants to live, sth that excite him enough to make him not to kill himself. I assumed mc was depressed.

3. Mc likes ml, ml likes ex boss. Ex boss died after told ml to forget him/to cut ties with him.

4. At first, mc just want to use ml as a revenge to his dad. Then, mc wanted ml to love him back (he didn't know this was love, or at least he wanted ml to be interested in him, or he was just possesive). He slept w his old friend, the politician's nephew, just to get information about ex boss (chagang). This old friend likes mc.

5. Actually, mc wasn't into shibari/ropes when having sex, but since Chagang did it, he.. somehow didn't want to lose to him/jealous of him. Or he thought ml would be more into him if they had sex using ropes. Ml felt complicated about this, he liked it but it reminded him of Chagang (so he was sad, somehow, and angry why mc did this). Once, ml was drunk and did mc roughly. He called mc Chagang.

6. At this point, mc was really in love with ml.

7. After the hospital situation, ml started to feel sth to mc. He regretted that he kinda... pushed mc to sleep with the politician's nephew (since mc wanted to get info about chagang). He started to treat mc sincerely.

8. Once, after having sex, the old friend told mc to choose him. But mc told him, 'don't cross the line'. When he came back, ml was waiting for him. Ml somehow knew mc just had sex with the politician's nephew. He got jealous and forced mc to have sex w him until mc fainted.

9. At this point, ml saw Yeonjin as Yeonjin. He didn't think of Yeonjin as Chagang's substitute. Ml cleaned him up and slept beside him the whole night. He helped to tie Yeonjin's tie in the morning. Ml started to treat mc with affections.

10. My favorite part is: when they came back from the office, ml gave mc a kiss mark on his nape. Mc was speechless... his reaction was so cute (+ make me sad somehow, raws:42). Mc acted spoiled & ml treated him lovingly.

11. There was a foreshadowing in last ch (44), that Yeonjin's child, Seonjin would know his dad slept with Moonhyuk. (well the scene was: mc had sex with ml, late for family's appointment, washed tgt, met seonjin. Seonjin thought why they smelled the same, did the use the same soap brand? or sth like that, I forgot. Not a native korean here).

12. Yeonjin's dad slept w the politician. The politician slept w Chagang. Chagang slept w Moonhyuk. Moonhyuk slept w Yeonjin. Yeonjin slept w the politician's nephew. Yeonjin hated his dad who made his mom lose her sanity & killed herself, Yeonjin's wife adore Yeonjin's mom who was kind to her/adopted her (I maybe wrong here). They decided they would divorce later, Yeonjin's wife would have the custody of the child, Yeonjin would die (not sure about this part) after avenged his mom, so Yeonjin's dad would have nothing.

13. I wonder why Chagang told his left hand to 'betray' him. I had a feeling that this related to Moonhyuk. Why the politician wanted to kill Moonhyuk as well? Is it jeaolusy? Why Moonhyuk must die?

Well, I ddnt expect it to be this long (⊙…⊙ )
2021-04-21 22:23 marked
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Btw these are not 100% sure i might got details wrong cuz i mtl so if anyone sees a mistake correct it plz
So after this they do it and sorta make up, Jaehan divorces his wife but then Jaehans wife will tell Yoon Heegyeom that drug was Jaehans handywork and so they had another fight and broke up and it wasn't cuz Yoon Heegyeom mad cuz of the drugs rather Jaehan said harsh words which happenes aging in most of thier fights, Jaehan is losing it hes insomnia gets supper worst(from the beginning of the story this happens almost every time they broke up and his insomnia gets bad to the point he sleeps 1 to 3 hours a day and when he wakes up doesn't feel fresh at all)so he starts doing drugs and alcohol aging then hes grandpa gets pissed off and is going to give him a talk but he fainted and was sent to hospital Again so gramps sends him to America hes there for 6 months then his grampa got sick so came back visited him and his uncle introduced a girl to him to marry he meets the chick but doesn't plan to marry also till now he was working in the internment company but then he stars working at the headquarters as the heir,in his time in usa he came in terms with his feelings that the unpleasant feeling was love and he fell in love with Yoon Heegyeom at first sight, i don't remember what happened but he ended up in the editing room were Yoon Heegyeom was, the movie was filmed with now script and Yoon Heegyeom was super sad so he was sleep in front of the computer and a tear Fell from his eyes and Jaehan couldn't bear it so he decides to reshoot the movie with his personal fonds and get the actress Yoon Heegyeom wanted in the first place then they were alone at a room they said some stuff and then Yoon Heegyeom kissed Jaehan aggressively then flipped him made him face the wall and did him on the spot and when Jaehan is like why he says its hwadae, Jaehan doesn't want Yoon Heegyeom feel like that but is so desperate to be with him that doesn't dare to say anything so they did it(at this point Jaehan starts doubting if Yoon Heegyeom has feelings for him cuz duo he was aggressive at first then he gave him a gentle bj which he should do if he hates him or its hwadae) so they're having a harmonious relationship for a while but close to the ending of soothing Jaehan goes to set and sees the actor is the dude we saw in ch1 which lost the bet and Jaehan said his done as an actor, so he starts over thinking what if Yoon Heegyeom had a plan for meeting me what if they r together so he asks Yoon Heegyeom to change actor he says no and they broke up again, Yoon Heegyeom keeps texting and wanting to meet him but he ignores and one point he texted im waiting for u in our home(Jaehan bought an apartment as a shared place when they first got together)and Jaehan again doubts what if he really has feelings for me but dismissed the thought, so its movie premium again Yoon Heegyeom textd him he went but Yoon Heegyeom wasn't their he watched the movie and he is living when Yoon Heegyeom drags him to this dark room and kisses him Jaehan is still suspicious so he thought maybe there was a camera their tells chief kim to check it and lives with Yoon Heegyeom and goes to his home which nobody expect him, kim and maid set foot into even the ex-wife so they decide to continue thier relationship and they were having a harmonious time and Yoon Heegyeom was living in Jaehans place but then one morning nows came the actor who Jaehan wanted dismissed but Yoon Heegyeom didn't fire got into a car accident and is in deaths door, Yoon Heegyeom suspects its Jaehan doing(he didn't do it) ,he denies but again said some harsh words and thus they broke up again,Jaehan is again losing it and and Resorts to overworking, one day he rents all the cinema and goes the Watch Yoon Heegyeoms movie suddenly Yoon Heegyeom appeares out of nowhere(chief kim tells him Jaehans there cuz he sees how his condition is getting worse) Yoon Heegyeom is like im going crazy and Jaehan loses it and says no I'm going crazy because I like you but I can't control my paranoid and over thinker mind so plz you stay away from me, Yoon Heegyeom says i love u too and i don't give a fuck if u destroyed my acting career or even if u really killed that actor dude i just wanna be with u, Jaehan denies again and says some harsh things about him being smart and saying he wants him for money to which Yoon Heegyeom responds i never wanted your money from the beginning all I wanted was to apologise to you when did ask you to invest in my movie, again Jaehan denies so Yoon Heegyeom was pissed of dragged him into the bathroom and kisses him and ripped his shirt open and went for his belt,Jaehan askes what u r doing Yoon Heegyeom says if ur not going to believe me then im goning to rape u from now on and Jaehan struggles but he can't get free, Yoon Heegyeom says except my confession or im really goning to rape you then Jaehan excepts and so they're living a good life also he understands Jaehan has insomnia he is getting a bit better, he is working in company and Yoon Heegyeom is doing a now movie one time Yoon Heegyeom goes to his company to meet him but meets the chick they wantd Jaehan to marry and hears some stuff and thinks abt oh what if he is getting married and doesn't tell me he is the heir afterall so they go home and Yoon Heegyeom is supper jealous says a bunch of bullishit like ur getting married when when r u going to tell the day of the wedding??!! Jaehan says thats not true he is not getting married but Yoon Heegyeom won't let go so Jaehan goes to the room Yoon Heegyeom followes and then starts kissing him obviously wanting to do it but Jaehan refuses so Yoon Heegyeom throws him in the bed and is aggressively taking his clothes off, Jaehan is struggling but can't overpower him (in his mind Jaehan was like i never thought i would be raped cuz of his social disturbance and gender and by his lover)Yoon Heegyeom puts it in no lube no nothing its super painful Jaehan is still struggling but then starts desperately i love to him and he gave up struggling so Yoon Heegyeom was super that Jaehan now understands before when they had sex Yoon Heegyeom was considerate of him because it was mostly pleasure than pain but now its more pain than pleasure after Yoon Heegyeom cums a few times and what he did to Jaehan sobers up helps Jaehan sit put a pillow behind him(he knows it was rape and even if it wasn't how can he put Jaehan in this state)and is waiting for Jaehan to say something.he slaps him in the face two times and Then he said i love u, Yoon Heegyeoms was frozen he asked what and he said i love you Yoon Heegyeom(its the first time Jaehan says i love you to Yoon Heegyeom)and he continues i don't i don't know what got u so horny but i am not going to marry anyone u just have to trust me and so they continue living together and thier was this minor drama that happened at Yoon Heegyeom bday but was solved quickly and the last chap was them doing it in the car and that's a wrap it ended there
2021-03-17 18:29 marked
Hi, if you guys want to read the novel, there's an english translation available on wattpad with 200 chapters translated. Chapter 32 of the manhua is around chapter 55 of the novel. Please be sure to thank the translators for their work.
2021-03-08 11:17 marked
Was such a selfish and irredeemable POS. He didn't deserve a "good" ending. He deserved to pay for what he did to the father's son and how mistreated and used people around him. His nature is far more twisted than the father's who was seeking revenge for his son that were killed so brutally and vindictively. For making the mistake of showing kindness and sympathy to someone who clearly did not deserve it. The big reveal of this is, Minjae was the real villain of this story all along.

Even his "trauma backstory" did not justify what he did to Eusang.
2021-03-06 06:21 marked
Okay okay so.....my understanding of the myth: so the moon is killed by the dude who becomes the first vampire, and the moon...'births' these reincarnated versions of himself and his lover, death? Did I get that right?
Like I assume the 'human of the night' is meant to be like....a vessel for death?? As a way for them to be together as humans?
So Agia is the human of the night aka the vessel for death. And Ken is the reincarnation of the moon, and that's why he has memories of the child version of the big bad vampire (unless that's another totally random vampire kid lmao) and had met him in his previous incarnation as the original moon....thoughts anyone??
Either way this lore is so good.....I'm really enjoying this story so far!!
2021-02-26 21:50 marked
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juhan will find out he gu was meeting with his ex (feng zhang) and get really pissed/jealous and stop him from meeting ex. they start fighting over he gu. he gu becomes close with gu qingpei and they become kinda bffs (gu qingpei is actually a main character of the author's other story called "Beloved Enemy" where his love interest is Yuan Yang, another chaebol of a company gu qingpei leaves his and he gu's old company for). he gu finds out that juhan & feng zhang (ex) actually used to "date" and "fool around" (yes, in THAT kinda way) when they were like 16/15. he gu feels like an idiot in between the both of them. but eventually their "love" is dismissed as a childish thing, and he gu becomes the object of both juhan and feng zhang's "affection". juhan realizes he can't live without he gu by his side attending to him all the time so his behavior becomes obsessive to a point where he almost strangles he gu to death. they try to start over with the condition that juhan stops sleeping around, but he gu realizes he can't change when he hears a groupie moaning in his dressing room at a backstage of one of his concerts. to prove a point to he gu, juhan brings his band member to he gu's apartment (which juhan actually paid for, including he gu's land rover), and his member starts smoking weed. he gu is furious when he arrives. the police get there, they get detained because of the drugs, and song media's (juhan's father's company) lawyer advises for he gu to become a scapegoat. juhan hates that he gu has to shoulder his own fault, but does poorly at trying to make up with he gu (he keeps trying to offer he gu material things which he gu really doesn't want. juhan only understands the transactional nature of relationships). he gu is dismissed from his job at the company and considers working for gu qingpei. without telling juhan, he leaves for a solo trip to europe. juhan is furious and has hackers find out where he gu went and follows him there with his private jet. he catches up to he gu without he gu's knowledge and waits for him at his hotel lobby when he gu was about to check out. a dutch-chinese guy recognizes him and asks for his autograph. that chinese guy is actually he gu's tour guide, he yi. when he yi tells he gu he met juhan at the lobby (without knowing their history together), he gu says fuck the itinerary and flees the hotel. he and he yi go for a 3 month european escapade. he gu realizes he's likes he yi's company and they have sex where he gu tops for the first time. fast forward, juhan and he yi fight and he gu becomes unconscious. he wakes up in juhan's private island.

*edit because continuation:

it is clear that during their 6/7 year fuckbuddy relationship, he gu has been "intoxicated" with juhan and has been desperately clinging onto the hope that juhan will come to love him.
during this point, he gu has already began to open his eyes to having only been "intoxicated" with the idea of juhan.

after the fiasco that was he gu being kidnapped in juhan's private island, they return to china. after a while, he yi follows him to china and when juhan finds out ofc he goes crazy. juhan desperately wants he gu to return to him, remembering that he gu "always returns to him" despite all the fucked up shit he does. he gu gets a message from juhan detailing the status of the company of he gu's mother. he finds out that she is in a great amount of debt and that the company is going down. + the fact that his mother is in a failing marriage with her 2nd husband + she has breast cancer. he gu realizes that the only way he can at least alleviate this and save the company is by letting juhan (and his influential family's insane amount of wealth) intervene. he gu also gets a call that he yi has been detained for fighting with juhan. he gu knows that only by staying with juhan can all these troubles be solved. he confronts him in which juhan challenges him by asking him to have sex. when he gives in, he gets mad that he gu would offer his body saying that he wants he gu's heart instead. he gu has no choice but to stay in the palm of juhan's hands. he yi is released but at this point, he gu knows he can't stay with him so they go their separate ways.
fast forward, he gu speaks with juhan's mother about juhan's attitude and how juhan doesn't know what the meaning of love is. she promises to speak with juhan about his actions towards he gu. eventually, it is time for juhan's concert which he gu is made to watch on the tv by his half-sister. towards the end, juhan offers a surprise performance, a song called "AI HE GU" (because chinese language, apparently this can also mean "Why Love is a Sin" or simply, "I love He Gu". in this case, the meaning can be ambiguous). after this, juhan professes his love for someone to the audience (he gu knows it is him) and decides that he will retreat to the behind the scenes and become a songwriter instead (no longer becoming the huge personality that he already is). after this, juhan's fans begin to connect the dots about he gu and juhan's relationship. his personal information is leaked online and when he brings his sister to the airport to return to shanghai, he is harassed by a fans + paparazzi. juhan rescues them and takes their private jet to shanghai the next morning.
in shanghai, he gu meets with his mother's husband and discuss about their failing company. his stepfather and his son are greedy assholes that don't want their mother to benefit from potentially selling her shares. when he gu heads out, he gets abducted again! he gu wonders if it is juhan or a crazed fan, but no, the abductor is a crook hired by his devious stepfather! juhan once again comes to the rescue and fights with the abductor/s. he is almost beaten to death. at the hospital, he gu confronts juhan's family where juhan's dad blames him as always causing trouble to his son. in the end, he wants he gu to completely disappear from juhan. he heads to singapore to visit gu qingpei to cool his mind, but gets a call that the injured juhan doesn't want to eat/has become restless without he gu's company. he gu reflects on this and he returns to china. after further reflection & agreeing with juhan that in order to proceed with their relationship, they should have more communication with one another, he gu decides he will give "them" another chance.
over the course of their renewed relationship, juhan has proven to show some changes, in which he gu, though reluctant, is reminded of that time in their high school days when he was in a one sided relationship with juhan. basically, his heart has began to stir up again.

*apologies for doing a really bad job at explaining things. as you can see, the novel had so many things going on that it may be hard to summarize. also, there's alot that the manhua might omit from the novel to maybe simplify/solidify the plot so let's see where this takes us. but yeah, to make the long story short, he gu does end up with juhan in the end.
2021-02-21 16:24 marked

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