BigBanana created a topic of Stage of the Dark Souls

The ending makes sense. I adore it. The story was messed up and a roller-coaster of emotions... but I like it. It feels... real. Twisted but realistic.

I like that it did not end the cliche way I expected it to which is Mihael has a change of heart and falls for Vic or fucked up route, he falls for the other dude who I can't remember the name of... lol.

I feel bad for white hair boy, he went through some shit too in his childhood... but we don't see enough of it to feel truly shitty as much as we feel for Vic.
Plus, Vic is a good dude... or at least a lot more sweet, innocent and gentle towards the one he loves... which personally I prefer far more than a crazy sadist.

I binge read this and I can confidently say it was messed up, heartwrenching (kind of) and I don't know... I'm a little numb now... and that ending was unsatisfactory but also... weirdly satisfying too? I don't know.

Disappearing and being forgotten forever doesn't seem like the worst thing to me, I guess.

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So, I did the test twice. The first time, I did it as me, as I am, and I got Submissive Omega. The second time I did it as me if I was a little more confident and had the means to do what I'd like to, and I got Loner Alpha. So, yuh, I'm a sub omega atm. lol
BigBanana created a topic of Cheating Men Must Die

My favorite plot is still the one that started ch21
That one was adorable and I love how they grew old together.
The rest just don't quite compare, even if they catch my attention, as we incease in chapters I feel like the author is losing creativity. Its still fun, just not as fun as earlier chapters, ya know? I feel like we need something that'll make a bang, like, have her be a male character a few more times, do a zombie apocalypse world, have something where there is literally zero romance and just pure 'I must survive' that is short or ya know just spice things up, I don't know.

BigBanana created a topic of Cheating Men Must Die

My favorite plot is still the one that started ch21
That one was adorable and I love how they grew old together.
The rest just don't quite compare, even if they catch my attention, as we incease in chapters I feel like the author is losing creativity. Its still fun, just not as fun as earlier chapters, ya know? I feel like we need something that'll make a bang, like, have her be a male character a few more times, do a zombie apocalypse world, have something where there is literally zero romance and just pure 'I must survive' that is short or ya know just spice things up, I don't know.

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Im not sure if im the only one who's noticed this, but some of you.... especially BL fans, can not handle opinions for shittt. Like I will go to the comment section of a manga/webtoon and give my opinion on it like everyone else should since its a FUCKING COMMENT SECTION and people will attack you. Like im sorry i dont like painter of the night or ......

27 01,2024
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Extremely invalidating and heteronormative. It's like they're trying to "fix" gay relationhips by making cis men able to conceive children. As if children are or should be the goal of a relationship. If you want to show kids with gay parents, then have them adopt, or have a surrogate. We deal with enough bullshit about us being "like women" withou......
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Extremely invalidating and heteronormative. It's like they're trying to "fix" gay relationhips by making cis men able to conceive children. As if children are or should be the goal of a relationship. If you want to show kids with gay parents, then have them adopt, or have a surrogate. We deal with enough bullshit about us being "like women" withou......
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"Please let me go, my husband," "If you can say it cutely, will I let you go?" ...

  • Author: Yuri Azul
  • Genres: Adult / Comedy / Romance / Yaoi
BigBanana created a topic of Pop One's Cherry

Ch7. As soon as he said 'Thats kinda disgusting' I fell in love. YES. FAIR. I agree. lol. He loves Renji ma boi so they do that stuff and he enjoys it and all that but intimacy and kissing and all that weird shit is TOTALLY kinda disgusting. First time I have related to a sentence so hard.

I might just be thinking of his words in the wrong way but, if so, until ch8 comes out, that sentence is my favorite sentence.

Can anyone recommend some actually decent Yuri for me?
I need suspense and drama and powa and love.
"I favor the Villainess" is literally I think the only lengthy Yuri I am reading lol

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and why is it satosugu. with their christmas eve lore. and their kfc lore. their mitski lore. oh their angst lore. how they fit any heartbreak songs out there lore. their breakup and meetup lore. their angst lore. their recognition even after a decade lore. their eyepatch and gojo-gesa lore. their yuta lore. their six eyes and out of control hand l......

26 12,2023
BigBanana asked question about love yuri

The Uke is Overpowered. Uke only allows Seme to take control because he loves them. (Yaoi or Straight or Yuri) or The FL is strong and at the same level or stronger than her partner. (can be Yuri or Straight) or The ML is powerful but disliked and we slowly get to know him and find out he is misunderstood. (Enemies to lovers, Yaoi or Straight) ......

BigBanana asked question about love yuri

The Uke is Overpowered. Uke only allows Seme to take control because he loves them. (Yaoi or Straight or Yuri) or The FL is strong and at the same level or stronger than her partner. (can be Yuri or Straight) or The ML is powerful but disliked and we slowly get to know him and find out he is misunderstood. (Enemies to lovers, Yuri, Yaoi, Straig......

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Office setting or something of the sort, kind of hierarchy based. The ML is the 'boss' so to speak or someone who is very powerful and he is very cold & hard on his subordinates but is secretly 10x harder on himself and overworks and stuff & maybe tragic backstory. If ML is a bottom I'd like that, but top is okay too. I just want some fluff and c......

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Office setting or something of the sort, kind of hierarchy based. The ML is the 'boss' so to speak or someone who is very powerful and he is very cold & hard on his subordinates but is secretly 10x harder on himself and overworks and stuff & maybe tragic backstory.

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Are there any manga where the bottom is physically, socially, financially, etc... more powerful than the top & the bottom kind of protects the top & stuff? Also with some nice slow burn ya know? Not super fast paced, not too slow either, but they don't immediately fall in love. And maybe a bit of tragedy or angst backstories or otherwise?

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If we are talking ticklish, the soles of the feet probably for most people. My dad literally used to wake me and my siblings up by tickling our feet. It was kinda weird but, eh. If we are talking just sensitive in general... ears probably for me. Maybe the nape? I dunno. I don't let people touch me yall lol
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I normalize certain things way too much and don't realize it till its called out or i see the way it should have gone. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

24 10,2023

It was hot, kind of, first chapter... but... the progression is way too quick... and it just feels very much toxic... and I mean... Its still okay, but I don't really like it.
If they took more time, and they actually got to know each other and the setting was a bit different I would enjoy this quite a bit.
Like, 3 chapters is not enough.
I think it should have had 5 - 7 chapters and more progression and character development.
Also what kinda bullshit is that 'he was trying so hard from the beginning' bullshit. He raped you bro... Like... uhm?
He isn't even listening to you at all and yet you like it?
Toxic. I don't like the last 2 chapters.
Even the last half of first chap was crappy.
Like, leave the classroom sex for when you actually know each other properly lol
Yes, it was hot, but very crappy tbh plot wise, I never really got attached to the characters at all & there isn't much redeemable about the student. Like...?
Just saying, needed more character build up for him, I swear dude.