In the novel, they kiss at ch.200, which means probably chapter 180 in the manga- which means, considering we have 48 chapters out now, if we assume we'll get 1 chapter per week, it will take about 2 years and 9 months to get there- most likely, there may be some delays or otherwise, so lets assume like 3 or 3 and a half years just to get to the kissing.
The plot is worth it though, the build up is so worth it and makes it all feel more realistic. Essentially, I'm just telling yall how long we shall have to wait for anything like that.
You should know as well though, the scenes before that point are just... I can't even. They're so fun. Then when you actually get to the kiss scene its just gonna be awesome because its built up so nice and you'll actually feel attached to the characters.
Yey, the slightest bit of progress in the actual main plot.
We are finally scratching the surface of it. Now for like another 50 chapters of nothing- maybe not though, maybe we finally advance in the plot a little.
Why did I never even consider the possibility of blue hair dude being a love interest? I just thought they was gonna be platonic besties / he's just her subordinate and will never gain feelings or will gain feelings to some side character.
I hope that's how this'll go- I cannot see them liking eachother. They act like siblings.
It was so good... only to flop at the end. Like, wtf kinda forced ending is that. We could've continued on for at least 40 more chapters.
Could've had Karyan confess he only likes Jerry as a friend- deleting him from routes.
Could have had us learn that the system is another entity but is effected by Jerry's feelings or smth.
Could've had Jerry become powerful enough to also mess with the system- I would've liked it if he could've healed his body eventually by finding something or by actually turning the sensitivity back to normal- allowing him to sense things- probably allowing him to sense the mana around him and maybe he could learn to control it.
I would've liked seeing him get stronger- and I like the idea of Karyan ending up as emperor or king or whatever- but we should've more clearly explored Ilya's position and what he will do in the future.
I would have loved it if Jerry helped Ilya find his own passions- and be close to other ppl too.
I just... I wanted more build up. I wanted an actually suspenseful thing- and I wanted the kiss scene to be stunning and planned out by Ilya secretly or smth and actually in a rose garden or whatever. I would have loved that.
A build up and Jerry learning to accept the world he's in- and that maybe the system does not control everything but is instead just a seperate entity, predicting possible futures from its own 'coding' of who are suitable to be 'targets.'
Also, they talked about Jerry like he'd done this before- so I would have loved him regaining his memories and he learns he maybe has been in a loop of this world maybe getting bad endings and restarting over and over- maybe he fears Ilya for a bit, then comes to accept this Ilya is different.
I wanted to see what his life before entering this world was like- they built that up yet never showed us anything from his past in his previous world. Did the previous world even exist, or was it some ploy by the system? So many questions left to be answered dude.
I love this. It's interesting and refreshing that Mincheol actually used to be such a cutey... but also its so bittersweet because of who he became. Yet, he still has this odd obsession- wanting her to think of him, thinking she could never let go. Its so messed up. He thinks she's some kind of constant in his life. I bet he'll break down when he realizes she's with someone else later.
Damn, hurts. It's also confirming all my trust issues and fears of people changing suddenly or being different from how they portray themselves... which is fun.
And this is why ppl scare me.
I love this so much though... gah... I love that we get such a cute past love story wrapped in the bitterness of knowing the future. I love how adorable Kang Mincheol was at first... before he became who he is today. I just love it.
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Tryna strike a chord and prolly A-Minor.
They not like us.
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Sure he's obsessive... but he's such a cutie and so very eager to learn. It is super creepy that he randomly broke in to her apartment and started just masturbating tho. Lol.
but, I don't dislike him- is that weird? I mean, it's fiction, though, so I ain't taking things too seriously.
He's such an obedient, cute, and eager dude. You just gotta guide him to the right path. Plus he didn't mess with her while she slept- which is a plus.
The standards are beneath the ground, but yup.
I like the fact she didn't just suddenly accept him as he was after seeing such a shocking scene, though. It wouldn't have made sense. Hopefully he ends up actually being decent with some work and they can get to understand eachother tho and he can change.
Bro ate lipstick- like... brother, ew.
I wish the uke got the chance to have revenge... Seme frickin raped him and made him bleed... but also Idk how to feel.
Apparently Uke has come to Seme multiple times and tried to choke him? But also Uke doesn't remember and seems disoriented and exhausted and he works so hard only to recieve hate and be used as a tool. Idk. I just... idk.
I love the idea of the possible dynamic between the parents tho- that is a possibly cool story in and of itself. But anyway- idk.
Part of me wishes the uke got revenge or made his own company or just made seme and parents regret it all in some way... another part of me likes this ending. Its fucked up. But thats just like everything else in uke's life.
I love hate it. The dynamic by the end is interesting and I feel like it may have the potential to become something more wholesome- but also not at all. I feel like they'll, till the end of time, fall into a dynamic of purely lusting over and using eachother... but maybe also lifting eachother up? Idk. I... have no idea.
Who tamed who, really? Who will actually use the other for all their worth and 'win' in the end? Perhaps their dynamic will evolve? Idk.
It feels like all the seme truly wanted was for the uke to let go of his walls and breakdown in front of him- he wanted to see who the uke really was. Not his facade for their parents. Just... him. How he feels. The panic, insecurity, anxiety, and determination... and I don't know how to feel about that.
but give me some plot! I can already picture it all in my head... I want itttt. Gah.
Someone recommend me some Yaois with this dynamic, PLEASE.
So, I ended up reading the officials on webtoon- then, as I suspected, I ended up coming here to read the not-great translations.
If this is done right... this is exactly what I've been looking for for years. Male Protag. Similar vibes to lots of stuff I've read but the MC's a male this time, which, yessss. Romance schtic. Zhzijskjh. I can't explain, but I hope this is good.
Gonna wait for officials cuz its on webtoon now- Imma hold back till it catches up. Or I'll read a little on webtoon then end up obsessed then come back here to read more despite the fact the translations prolly ain't as good.
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