I think it’s a bit evident the sieon cant get a proper grasp of his emotions? Something like he’s always lived the way he has that he does not know if he’s doing something out of love or what. I was (and still kind of) sus of him but as the story progresses I think I’m kind of getting him a bit?
He doesn’t know how to love or what receiving it feels like/ he has experienced something that made him incapable of realizing such feelings. I think he approached namwoo because namwoo is exactly what he needed - an object of affection; maybe something to help him realize (unconsciously) or to get that feeling out of their relationship but all his relationships so far was a “use me as you like” relationship so that has become a norm to him. I am quite interested on what his thoughts actually are or how he was shaped as a character like this. It’s kinda difficult to predict him, quite complex and highly interesting. Can’t wait to see him be the one who wants to be spoiled by namwoo/ them having a clear relationship ^___^ ps, i might MISS so bad but i think guessing is fun lol ramblings!!!
i am soooo confused