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Mother is "alpha" and inheritance obsessed bitch and broke them up with money. Luo accepted it because of his family situation (Luo's mom put pressure on him) and bitch mom's schemes. Also he didn't want Seme (don't remember exact name) see him turning into a woman.
Seme is total sweet psycho, he was aware of situation and could not do anything. He planned everything, stalked uke for years, in some point locked Luo in a home with chains for a month (Luo agreed it). At the end seme bankrupted his family business, some family members ( guess also the bitch mom) were arrested. But he was okay, because he had another company. Happy end (￣∇￣")

This spoiler could be found in Novelupdates forum. Here's the link; https://forum.novelupdates.com/threads/please-dont-eat-me-saha.102123/page-3

I just copy-pasted what was written there. So, here's part 1. I'll comment the next part here.

This happened after ch.11 of the novel. Ertha and her siblings were already in the duke's mansion.

Ertha is making a preparation for the wedding, while Ethan and Charles are learning etiquette.

Because Zahid destroyed the Vatican (he did this because of the Pope who has an interest in Ertha) on the day the Pope calls Ertha, the Emperor calls him. Ertha comes along with Zahid. That’s where they meet the prince of Bahalun, Hesion. He’s the wizard of water. He actually admires Zahid.

Then suddenly Ertha’s hand was hurt by roses’s thorn (i kinda forgot this part and i lost the raw for this particular chapter so it might not be 100% accurate). Hesion smells her blood and his focus gets blurry. That’s the beginning of his interest towards Ertha.

As a punishment for destroying the Vatican, Zahid will join the battlefield again, he’ll bring Ertha after their wedding, other people only kniw that they will go on their ‘honeymoon trip’.

Ertha goes to the market, but she gets kidnapped. She’s surrounded by a lot of men, and scared. Zahid saves Ertha.

After he saves her, he’s been thinking by himself, he never feels this way (cares about someone) up until now.

The Princess of Bahalun, Diana comes to the Duke’s residence when Zahid hasn’t arrived yet. She meets Ertha.

When Diana hears Zahid has arrived, she tells Ertha “pardon me for what I’m about to do” then she poured the drink on her. Zahid sees it and did the same to the princess.

Ertha accompanies Diana to change her clothes since it’s ruined. Diana tells Ertha that she likes her, she warns Ertha that Zahid is a madman. Ertha sees Diana’s body and notices there’s a lot of bruises on her body. (Ohoo, what happened to her)

Ertha and Zahid ride a horse in some-kind of garden field. Charles and Ethan ride a pony. They have a very good time here (this place will be mentioned again in the future, when they’re—cough)

The wedding day is finally come. They kiss very passionately. It becomes the talk of people. On their first night. Ertha is on her period (I’ve gave spoiler for this one). They spend the night while talking.

They go to the southern part, the place where they have a war with Niacal. There’s Zahid’s place too in there, called the Ishtaban Castle, they will go there.

Zahid had two types of knight. But the one who mentioned frequently is the Nameless Knight, Ronya is the leader (she’s a woman), Anchen is the deputy. Anchen...that big guy..is really like to read romance novels, while Ronya is a crazy woman.

When they’ve arrived on the southern part. Ertha is currently alone in the bedroom. She falls asleep. Then realizes someone hugs her, and the person is not Zahid. She recognizes who the person is, he’s Hirkan, the wizard of earth.

(A little information: Hirkan has used magic since he was a child, Niacal uses him to join the war. He has never been purified before and use all kind of accessories in his body made by the crazy Pope, Xenosius, but it’s not enough).

When Hirkan comes to Ertha, he’s already been so desperate and hurt. While hugging, Zahid suddenly cames and he’s mad. Ertha tells Zahid not to kill Hirkan. Hearing she mentions Hirkan’s name, Zahid says “you’re already familiar” but Ertha can’t say it’s because she knows from the novel.

Hirkan is still desperate, suddenly Ertha’s body moves by itself and tries to scratch her neck using the blade, she’s bleeding. Zahid stops her and deals with Hirkan. (Her action was controlled by Arantium at the moment). This is where the Nameless Knights see for the first time that Zahid is a wizard (because no one know). Later Ronya realizes about the contract marriage since Ertha is purifier, Zahid is a wizard.

(Another information: don’t forget about Essis, the God and Arantium, the betrayer who once was an angel in this story, they will play an important part, really really important)

While sleeping, Ertha dreams about Arantium that night. She sees Arantium was really mad at Essis. She’s been speculating that Arantium is not betrayer since this moment. When she wakes up, Ertha can’t breathe, Zahid helps her until she calms, they end up kissing in here).

Because they already capture Hirkan, they have a negotiation with Niacal and decide to end the war and Ertha offers a deal. Hirkan will come with them (Zahid and Ertha). Ertha will purify him. This happen without the knowledge of anyone in the Empire, only a few people will know, even Charles and Ethan don’t know.

The war ended quickly, then Zahid and Ertha go to Ishtaban Castle. They walk on the beach. While Zahid leaves her for a while, a man tries to flirt with her. Zahid comes, but the man still persistent, he doesnt recognize Zahid. Zahid attacks him in the end. Then Zahid and Ertha go to Arantium temple. The man from earlier brought his ally, turns out they’re pirates.

Zahid asks Ertha “which one would you choose? Fast and cruel or a little longer but less cruel?” Ertha is scared because she’s still traumatized by the kidnapping. Zahid says it won’t happen again, he will make sure of that and closes Ertha’s eyes.

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SPOILER
I have read the novel and I want to share some "points" (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
PS: it is loooooonggg





























1) Lucius (emperor) is still in love with Pol but he feels bad for her wives so he tries not to see and forget her. That is why even when she asks for permission to get marry with Frau Sneke (fat doctor) he gave permission even thought he knew Frau is not acceptable candidate but Pol liked Sneke.

2) About wives: In a few chapters, Rebecca gets pregnant and her health was so bad. But 2 wives and emperor had to go to Nanaba (ex capital) for a national holiday so they take Pol too leaving Rebecca alone in Yaba. Lucius hunts a big deer for Pol to eat, while Stra looks at half dead animal (even pol warns her), deer tries to kick Stra, but Pol take it and she broke her ribs. Lucius runs to her and they cancel event, and take Pol to castle. Emperor gets angry at her and orders to live and not to risk her life for anyone, even for him. At the same time there is a messenger from capital, Ainno and Lucius prepares to go back Yaba and he orders Pol stay in Nanaba until her ribs fully healed with his wives. She waits for 1 month but she is crazy worried for Rebecca. So Pol leaves 2 wiwes in Nanaba and goes back to Yaba. By the way, Pol gets her period back thanks to kick from deer.
When Pol reaches capital, Rebecca is dead, they did funreal 2 days before, child is a girl and premature baby. Everybody says"she died in a vain because it is girl", even Rebecca's mother apologized emperor for it. Lucius doesnt want to see her daughter because of his fear losing her too, He just drinks alchohol in his room. Pol wants to console emperor, but emperor rejects him and says "get out of WINTER" (it broke my heart). Pol feels too lonely, so she puts herself in self-punisment for a month at home, when Frau takes care of her ribs, she accepts his proposal because of her loneliness.
Before wiwes leaving Nanaba, Tory's grandfater gives her the rarest alcohol for her make Stra drink it while celebrating Rebecca's death. Wives comes back and now everybody wants to make them compete and Tory (my fav wive) starts to learn politic and economic definitions from Pol secretly, she doesnt believe any maids. Stra organizes emperor's birthday event, all elders from Nanaba are invited, for her perfect job Tory gives her the rarest wine, even emperor gulps, but Tory doesnt let her drink and says her grandfather put poision in it, Tory's maids broke the bottle and tells she put the poision. Elders objects and call her crazy woman, but she starts to list their corruption and everything. She orders knights to arrest all elders but they dont. Tory feels powerless and Pol screams "what are you waiting for, didnt you hear? Arrest all of them" and show begins, grandfather screams at Tory and throws a knife at her, again, Pol takes it for her at the shoulder. I liked here because first think she calculated what to do in her retirement if it is permanently, then"oh it is a flesh wound, I dont have to retire"
So, Tory loses her nobility and their marriage with emperor is invalid. At the same time, Stra's family is founded to poision Tory and Stra, so she takes responsibility and divorces Lucius. And she says emperor to marry Pol because he loves her. Emperor is shocked

3) Frau:He is noble born doctor thrown away from her family because of his relationship with a maid. Pol think he wants to work for her so she accepts his dinner offer. when she asks how much salary he wants, she gets nervous and screams " i want to porpose to you because I am interested in your money" in a restaurant and now all city now it. She rejects him and becomes friends with him. In some time, she starts to date with him
After the incident with emperor, Pol accepts Frau's propose, but because of the royal death, nobody can get marry or engage. But unofficially they start the preparetions. When Lucius learnt her deciosion from Ainno, he cries (I was crying too). Everybody is against their marriage bacause he is nobody and golddigger. but emperor gives permission because he sees how Pol is happy, as a result, people just complains, and everybody is shocked how Pol has changed. (it happens before his birthday) News reachs to the south, and then twin sister's mom heard about the name of Frau Sneke, she screams and sends Donau and Howe to stop her.
After Stra's encouragement, Lucius decides to propose to Pol and goes to her home with flowers and his mother's ring. But when he sees Frau treating Pol's wound from the grandfather (some time has passed after the incident), he understand she likes him and just leaves crying. but he saw Donau and Howe, they explain why she cant marry him, all loyal knights meet to decide how to kill Frau but emperor says he will take care of it without damaging Pol's name.
Frau wants to marry with a maid prevously (Pol and everybody knew this already) but Sneke family doest want to accept her as legal wife. but they elope and marry. his wife dies after childbirth but Snekes doesnt want to accept the son as Frau's heir so they kick him out. (yep, nobody knew this, thanks miss twin sister's mom ) child is in Nanaba with her other grandparents. Frau wants her son become next Marquess Winter and noble. "why a foreign woman can while his precious son cant". Pol treasure Winter name so she wants to give it to a worthy person.
Emperor spread the gossip about Frau's son being harmed during investigation of elders' crimes. Frau leaves to the village near Nanaba with lying to Pol. Lucius asks Pol for a picnic and takes her to the village. by coincidence, pol hears Frau promising his son to make her a noble, next marquess. Pol snaps and kick Frau with him holding the child. she doesnt kill him because of child but orders him to cut his own penis otherwise she will kill his son too. I liked it when she told everybody who she is at this scene

4)After little Frau's execution, Pol and Lucius goes to an inn and Pol brings a barrel alcohol to emperor's room. She gets drunk and make Lucius to drink too. They are wasted, Pol vents on the incident, while Lucius confesses "Pol, please love me". They have sex, Pol wakes up hangover next to emperor, she think they just slept, but after she finds the "evidences", she wakes the emperor "your highness I raped you". When he insists it should be him to take advantege of her, she reminds him the words " I would never sleep with an ugly woman like you. I would rather take a dirty prostitute to my bed" he said when they fist meet. Lucius was not even sure if he said something like that but he could not make her to believe. Lucius sees her panic and as he also doesnt remember how it become like this, he cant say his love (she wants to kill herself), so he says lets forget. They return to Yapa as emperor only remembers her breasts (he gropes the air)
Pol starts to remember how they did, she feels bad as she starts to see the emperor as a man, she swears never to drink and starts 1st Divisions' training which is hard to concentrate. But her period is late (doctors said she will not be late anymore) so she goes to 2 different midwives to check her and they confirm pregnancy. She can't kill emperor's child so she decided to leave capital to a near city, her own territory, to give birth. and she is not sure if emperor will believe to her if she talks with him about the pregnancy. if the child looks like her, no problem, she will forge documents and say its someone else's. if it looks like Lucius, she doesn't wan to think. (after learning pregnancy, she just loses and it is totally chaotic because of her panic). When emperor plans how to propose, Pol asks for the holiday. Lucius decides he will marry to the Pol, he will not have another wife and will not have a baby, so the son of his cousin will become heir. (he was not aware Pol's period)

She comes to Strin and tell her vassals she is pregnant and help her to give birth secretly. She can only eat a stew made during war, named Dow Stew. During her heavy period, Lucius gets worry and sends a auditor (Momo) to check Pol, fortunately he is Pol's old friend and he promises to keep it secret from the emperor. (he doesn't know the father). Emperor gets suspicious on his report "nothing significant to report" so he prepares for a tour whole continent. Pol doesn't let anyone on he territory and lives in a holiday house near he castle. only a few people know the baby. She gives birth to a blond son with green eyes, she calls him "Dog Stew". she thinks "fxxk, where is my DNA", and she loses more. After a little time, Lucius comes to the her castle. She thinks Lucius's Inteligence Office (which reports everything to emperor too fast) told him about the baby and she begs him to forgive her for hiding the birth of royal prince. (she didn't hear until the last moment, because Lucius's knight captivated all guards on the way, hahaha)
Lucius is happy and after seeing the baby, proposes her, Pol loses even more. She doesn't want to marry him because she will lose her everything and for Rebecca. She says "it is first time I hate to be born a women, because if I was a man, you would now love another knight". Lucius promises to find a way and have to go back to his tour.
Pol was totally in panic and depressing situation, she was afraid of the death too, so she can't feel as a mother and very cold to the baby. She calls Donau, he makes him to speak with emperor and takes her to Yapa, baby stay with the nannies. (She can't totally believe Lucius is in love with her)
Emperor starts to seduce her with his beauty, takes a break from government to take care of his appearances and even spread rumours to who city how he is one sidedly in love with his knightness. Everybody supports his marriage to her because of her power and the birth of Gerald (prince) is top secret from public, because he is out of wedding. Pol starts to fall for the Lucius to after his attacks (he plays very well and everybody is shocked how sweet he is with her), wedding preparations starts, she agrees because they can't leave Gerald as a bastard. Everybody treats her as the next empress and she stays in the palace as Lucius's guest. While playing with princess Luminae, she notices how bad she behaved to Gerald and wants to treat him better when she gets back.
While some little things happens, Pol decides she can't give up on her Winter surname. she goes to emperor with wearing her armour, (normally it is treason, but she is next empress nobody says anything) emperor is in a meeting with officials. it continues:
-your highness, do you love me?
-yes, Pol
-can you give up on your kingdom for me?
-no
-I love you too, and I can't give up my surname. you can take my title and confiscate my all wealth, you can do anything, but I can give up on my Winter
He understands her and gives her 1 year to rest. after on year, she has to come back to her position. Pol pledges her oath to him again. She leaves room and goes back to Strin where the baby is.
After she left, Lucius announces he will become a tyrant from today and if anybody has any problem, they should say now. nobody resist.

5) After she come back, Gerald welcomes Pol "mama", and she says "yes, I am your mother". She starts to act as a mother, even apologises to the child. 1 year passes, Pol doesn't know anything about the capital. Lucius writes to her and the baby letters as she writes back. After 1 year, Donau comes Strin to take Pol back Yapa, before they go to a picnic to the another land. she leaves her sword at the horse and lays down on the willow. somebody tries to pick her up, but she gets angry and want to punch him (she doesn't see the face), but it was actually Lucius. She sees all other important knights and female characters too. (I love it when she signs "if you are here, who protects the capital") Lucius puts a big book in front of her where they changed whole law. Now women have the right to inherit. Lucius gives up on his early retirement for his love. he explains it, "A world where mothers will not have to apologise for giving birth to a daughter" (Rebecca's the last will). Then Pol asks for a sword (she doesn't have now) all knight offers her theirs. She takes Donaus' and pledges her loyalty and proposes to the emperor
Cekel (new head of maids & Pol's personal maid) and Ainno (new duke Seki) marries, he was very passionate when he proposes. "If until end of royal ban on the marriage, I can't get your heart, I will marry with you by force"
Princess Luminae becomes crown princess
Gerald prepares to become a knight
Pol becomes 3rd division's capitain and the empress
Tory is the new baroness and she takes care of the management in the palace
Stra is the second head of maids

happy end. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶