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I couldn’t get past chapter 1 for the longest time because the beginning with rape was way too intense. I do enjoy dark themes but it just got tiring because most manhwas just go nowhere with it other than portraying it as just surface level sadism. But I decided to give it a go out of boredom and this is an actual piece of art (as far as season 1 goes). The way heesoo’s trauma and intense loneliness and desperation was portrayed was so powerful it felt like a knife was being driven through my heart. His despair was so realistic and relatable i was living through it. I could understand but not excuse his actions, they were horrible and heesoo himself understood that clearly and he was repentant and begging just to be given a piece of love. At the same time I could understand why tae kyung at the end chose his family above heesoo albeit it being so cruel from heesoo’s standpoint. At the end there was just nothing but a sense of hopeless sorry that they were the victims of their circumstances.
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Ahh i just bought the chapters on t@pas just by watching ads... seriously it feels incredible lol. Like oh im finally getting to contribute. And for free at that. The chapters are still at 12 tho so if you can, lets enjoy the chapters out here and then buy the official one with our free inks:))
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You can only access it on [email protected]/mature. Add it to your subscriptions and then you can access it on your subscriptions on the app. Only purchase it on the app cuz you get a discount from one tap pay. Hope this helps:))
Thank you whoever picked this up and did the tl justice