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I was reading the whole thing all over again and I'm sorry to say that I lost all sympathy towards jiwook I don't even pity him no because he was the problem he was selfish and full of his pride and his inferior complex .. seung eun tried over and over again to assure him that he loves him he wanted only to love him and see him happy he tried to fix his attitude he got over himself and changed for better but jiwook didn't care or appreciate or even seize his opportunities he was arrogant with a chip on his shoulder he hurt seungeun so much and disappeared , seungeun told him he would settle if he used him for his money his willing to as long as he stayed by his side .. but nah this wasn't good for jiwook he loved to suffer and wanted seungeun to suffer too I know part of him was relieved that seuneun was suffering he saw seungeun as a privileged person with a spacious warm house top of his class an heir to huge company it won't matter if he was rejected or humiliated or broken by the person who loved the most I'm suffering too anyway .. I'm sooo fucking mad all of this couldn't have happened they could spent the 10 years happily together if he just trusted him and swallowed his pride for once accepted the help you're allowed to show weakness in front of your loved ones and it needs courage to ask for help too asking for help is not a defeat