I thought my eyes were deceiving me when I read "Without the actual marriage" cause it would've been understandable if he wanted to get married WITHOUT the wedding ceremony BUT WHAT ಠ_ಠ
this bitch better drop the most horrendous tragic backstory that would explain his utter disdain on marriage because this ain't it
wtf i thought that this would go towards the typical yaoi non-con route because of the first chapters but it went the complete opposite direction and I LOVE IT SO MUCHHH