You were a perfect child when you were little, your cousins were jealous of you for being the top student and the favorite in the family, your parents were so proud of you. Soon, when you turned 13 you started changing both mentally and physically, you had your own opinion even tho it was different from your parent's, they started hating you and calling you a disappointment but you didnt know the reason why until..All these years you thought you were a talented and gifted child but soon enough you realized your parents wanted a kid not a teen.
Does anyone else just feel attracted to the idea of love? Like, you’ve never truly experienced romance yet something about the essence of it just captivates you. I’ve never fallen in love before so I just have to take songs like this and guess at the potential of what it could be. Ironic considering I love romance so much and fantasize about the idea of love, but have never actually felt it myself. Does anyone else relate?
ok so I feel so useless to my friends and my family and myself I hate my body I starve my self everyday because I feel like I'm not good enough for eneyone they all hate me right is that why the people that were supposed friends talk bad about me behind my back and think I'm crazy in the head wow I can't believe I exist still I'm really close to just cutting the life line and just ending it all I hate this place why can't I just be normal like all the others why do I have to be different and disappoint all the people I know why...why did I get chosen to be weird why dose it feel like they all hate me.
