I kept hoping till the last page that it's not true... That Akira was not dead, that he was in a coma and they just didn't know it and that he woke up and they'll meet again... But no, sensei had to make him disappear (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I think I would have found it better if they ended up both dead... At least they would be together... (⊙…⊙ )
Any suggestions as to how am gonna get over this now? A fluffy yaoi with a happy ending would be nice (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
Read those three oneshots quickly (/TДT)/ :
- "Kimi Ga Terasu Koi No Hikari" ( http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_ga_terasu_koi_no_hikari/ )
- "Long Vacation" ( http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/long_vacation/ )
- "Ushirogawa kara Koigokoro" ( http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ushirogawa_kara_koigokoro/ )
p.s. I will patiently wait for one of those miraculous, few-pages-long extras that change the ending completely and leave a huge hint of a forthcoming happy ending ┗( T﹏T )┛
I've read the comments and some are like I get it and it totally makes sense...
Am I stupid for getting even more confused?
Nothing makes sense to me now and am so paranoid I don't even know if the part of it being a dream and that they woke up is real...
Like it could be the same shit all over again with the ship and all (⊙…⊙ )
Why is everyone against the little brother? He's brocken inside. I kinda see him as the victim. I for one hate the older brother (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸. He's such a weak character. He never really refused the younger brother and just ran away. He knew how the younger brother was and just seduced his coworker without facing/clearing things up with his brother. When he finds this out, i can only imagine how much more this one is gonna fuck him up. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
I don't care if i'm the only one but i'm team young brother... ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ
most people hate him, because he is a rapist. and rape, by all means, is a thing bad people do. the older brother has what is called "TRAUMA" as a result of being repeatedly raped
Whether or not he's broken doesn't excuse him from doing bad things. Crime is crime. He is certainly no victim. He is egotistical and craves control. If he isn't given what he wants, he does whatever coercive and abusive tactics he has to to be in control of the situation and get what he wants even when he knows that the other person is being forced.
Also, the older brother is not doing anything wrong by liking the coworker. His younger brother is his abuser and he knows that if he found out that he actually likes somebody else that the abuse will get worse. He does not see a way to escape his brother and honestly reacts very realistically to how people being raped by family members do, which is to find an object of affection to distract from the abuse and to feel real love from somebody. They especially seek a sexual relationship where they will be respected and treated right in bed when they are basically somebody's play thing at home. Also, because their relationship is that of victim and abuser and not a normal relationship, he can't just say "I need to let you know that I don't actually like you, I like somebody else and I want to be with them instead". The older brother is trapped as long as the younger brother has something to hold over him.
I do however agree with you that he is "broken". I would say he has severe psychological problems. He deludes himself and certainly doesn't think with a clear and rational mind. He has let desire warp his mind instead of learning to move on and that he can't always have what he wants. He is ignoring the fact that love is a two way street and that there is no way to make somebody love you in the same way you love them. You can try all sorts of things and even force them into a relationship with you, but you can't make them feel love for you. The older brother does not view the younger brothers feelings for him as love but instead as desire because that is what they are. The younger brother thinks he loves the older brother but you can't do the things he does to a person you love. But when you desire them and want to have them be "yours" you can certainly and easily do what the younger brother does.
what? seriously I know some rape victim have a part for not fighting back, but rapist is a rapist doesn't make them less guilty just because the victim doesn't reporit if there ppl around them to know should've support and help the victim to live and do better instead of making excuse for the rapist. do you know one of the reason they don't report is bcause the repeated rape can actually make them believe that they deserve it while actually nobody in this world have a right to make others feels so
I think personally that both characters are messed up. The younger brother is sick and tired of the world around him, and turns to his brother for comfort. His older brother, on the other hand, cannot refuse, yet cannot accept him either. The older brother is at a crossroads: He should've made the decision earlier. At the same time, I can sympathize with the younger brother. Most people view him as a rapist, which he is, but they don't stop to think how broken he is inside. What the younger brother did in order to escape reality is wrong. What the older brother did, not stopping his younger brother, is wrong. What the parents are doing is wrong: They don't even notice anything wrong with their kids. The rest of the world is wrong, because they tormented the younger brother to a point in which he fell into pieces. Probably the only RIGHT character in this whole thing is the senpai.
Spoiler:
I heard that the senpai will break up with the older brother in the next few chapters...so is senpai still good or....
Spoiler:
Senpai finds out about their relationship in a worst way. The older bro feels so ashamed and he sends him a resignation letter to Senpai. Chap 9 stops at that scence more or less.
Chap 11, the older bro is broken, quits his job and shuts in his home. The younger bro comes to visit, they fight, older bro passes out due to stresses. He is taken to hospital by the younger bro.
Their parents want the older stays at the main house at the time. Chap 11 stops at the scence younger bro forceful kisses his bro, and their mother sees it and hear smt.
I don't know Chinese, I just summary from the pic of raws.
Yuta your "he never really refused his brother" part of your statement concerns me.... >_>
Did you mean to convey it in that way, or did you just fail to convey your message well?
Your free to dislike whoever you want. But that particular part of your statement rubs the wrong way man.
Foye pretty much discussed all I wanted to mention.
I'm not saying there is anything wrong with him liking the coworker... what buggs me is that he just ignored the younger brother and just seduced his coworker. If he told his brother i like someone else and then went for the coworker then i'll have nothing to say. What he did is disrespectful to everyone in this love triangle.
you didnt but no matter I reread again on your comment you so hate him for being weak. True but instead of hoping someone would help the big bro you twist the priority and stressing that the victim should've embracing the perpetrator first, that'd be suicide. Perhaps you didn't mean harm and all of us wish in this case both can get help and treatment, but boy that comment (mind set?) need to be fixed
I get what you mean but the situation is clearly different now. I also felt that it's wrong for the older brother to give in 'at the first time'. But now he's clearly the victim because he can't refuse without being blackmailed and stalked. Most victims have given in at the beginning to their attackers but it doesn't mean that the victims are wrong, they're just unsure of what to do. We shouldn't call the little brother a victim because he's taking advantage of his older brother now in the worst way possible :(
I'm a strong believer of you reap what you sow. All of this is the consequence of him giving in at the beginning. He chose the easy way out that turned into one hell of a ride. Just because things didn't end the way he thought they would doesn't take away his responsibility in the matter so Let's just agree to disagree
ITS NOT A LOVE TRIANGLE OMG
The older brother DOES NOT love his younger brother! His brother is disrespectful for raping him and blackmailing him into sex? You are crazy....
Why would a person ever have to tell somebody that has a one sided crush on them that they like somebody else and started dating somebody? Would you tell your stalker, "sorry, I like somebody else"? No, you wouldn't.
It feels like a happy end... Is it a happy end? I don't know... Are they together now or what? Am confused... I feel happy and warm inside but should I? (⌒▽⌒)