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I seriously need to rant!!
I read this thinking we will see how each other hold hands and heal from their traumas together. But now it's like they are both touching said traumas, enduring, self blaming and proceed to fix everything with sex then moving on to enduring again like the issue from last night didn't happen. The problem is being addressed but the solution isn't being planned. Fvck, everytime the trauma haunts them they answer it with sex.
This is already season 2 yet Minato's trauma has yet to take a fraction of a step to healing. It's always in his mind! Every problem with shizuma, that trauma of his frightens him! Isn't that already a bad sign?!
I mean I know the healing for that won't be cured in a mere couple of years, but can't we see Minato at least feeling even a bit secure and not just enduring at this point? Minato already made it clear to Shizuma that he will wait for him regardless of how busy he is and support and love him unchangingly. Yet, Minato is still enduring???
At this point, I'm just exhausted for Minato. These events aren't helping him shit. I feel like this only makes it worse. I can't fully blame shizuma since he is that kind of person and it's THE dream job he studied so hard for. But honestly I think the best for them now is to seriously take some time off from their relationship and focus on themselves, their career and their self love first. Minato can take his time healing from trauma without any factors to trigger it. And Shizuma can just focus first on stabilizing his career.
Or is this how the story will seriously go till it ends? Minato getting the short end of the stick and Shizuma always getting the blunt of Minato's trauma triggered Jealousy??
Lastly, That underwear situation is below the belt, how can you smile afterwards when you know you were just handed your underwear by another in the presence of your lover who you brought with you? Shouldn't you have like snatched the cloth say thanks, bye? Not take your sweet time exchanging conversation with said boss. He isn't even embarrassed that happened in a place Minato can see but embarrassed that his boss handed that to him.
Whooo! Rant not over but yea.... Might drop this season 2 since I read till chap 21 and we are going no where except the plan of cohabitation moving forward. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧