"Every breath you take and every move you make
Every bond you break, every step you take,
I'll be watching you
Every single day and every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay,
I'll be watching you."
Honestly, the story's really creepy but it could've upped the creepy factor even more because it has so much potential. However, I understand that the author has their own reasons and constraints.
Yesterday, I was at my parents' for dinner and lounged at the bed reading this. I was so engrossed by rough sex scene, eyes wide because of what I'm seeing when suddenly, my mom entered the room. I was so startled and in hard panic, I slammed my phone down very suspiciously despite the fact that my phone screen was completely facing away from the door, my mother, or any subsequent yaoi interruptors.
She already knows I read this kind of stuff but heck I don't want her to know how graphic it can get. If she saw this chapter her eyes might fall out!
10/10 dinner was delicious... and awkward.
Smut stuff almost always are light reads but damn this is some really deep, heart-wrenching stuff. It really captures the immense difficulty of getting yourself out of the deep, dark pit of chronic depression... while on the other hand, also showing the bottomless amount of patience and understanding loved ones has to have in order to keep on helping day by day.
This really made me want to go to my parents' right now and give them a big hug of thanks. I have been lucky, so is Junwoo in this story. Having support most of the time might make you take it for granted. Some people out there have literally no one to turn to, or worse, people around them who should support them are making them a subject of ridicule instead. It might be cliché to say this but if you're someone who is suffering, I truly hope that things would get better for you someday.
Overall, this is a great read. I enjoyed the smut, teared up at the heavy story I did not expect, and laughed a little at the retina-obliterating laser beam nipples. Hanbit— best supporting character I have seen for a while. I now aspire to even have 1/8 of the patience he has.
This is one of those that aren't meant to be read in one go. It'll just exhaust you. It's like a tug of war that never ends. I like angst as much as the next angst fan but the constant push and pull is starting to get tiring. Haesoo needs to take a pause, Taekyung needs to take a pause, Joowon needs to take a pause... and think quietly, introspectively, for a second.
Blood is everywhere but their faces are like a mix of stoic and turned on. Also, long-haired guy's Bugles witch claws are scaring the ef out of me. He dug them deep into his skin! And dragged them around! TF???