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Don't get me wrong.. i like this manga and been following this from a long time now.. but i fucking hate the relationship between Haruki and Aki.. Aki to begin with is/was a giglo.. it's not a bad thing but his choice of being a giglo makes him more pathetic (atleast in my eyes). Well, let's not get into that coz Haruki loved him even after knowing about Aku.. Anyways, Aki literally half raped Haruki.. Why? Was it needed? Will you love a guy who was about to rape you when you gave him your place to stay?? Just coz you love him?? I don't understand why rapey concept is so okayish in BLs.. i guess Haruki deserves better coz no one deserves to end up with their rapist himself right? On top of it a giglo..(even haruki loves him i still can't get over the past tho)
It was my POV if I'm wrong then please do correct me..