I wish i could be myself as well. But i only have this one friend and we consider each other as bestfriend but i dont feel like myself and yeah i do have fun with him, its just that sometimes i have to fake it. Should i cut off our friendship or nah? He also sounds like a fake because he also wants to keep our friendship like me. AND I DONT WANT TO TALK IT OUT JUST BECAUSE ╥﹏╥