It doesn't matter how much I try not to dislike him, he's just annoying. I understand that he's having a hard time trying to understand his own feelings and the fact that maybe he loves someone of his same gender but I hate the fact that the only thing he worries about is himself. Meanwhile Jinha spends all of his time thinking about Siwon, Siwon only thinks of himself, he doesn't really try to connect with Jinha or think how to make things easier for him, or trying to see why he is acting in a certain way, if someone you care about starts acting in a weird way you try to see what's happening, you don't spend all your time ignoring him and making him worry.
Past trauma appears, I knew this would happen.
Same here, I gain weight so easily meanwhile my sisters don't get fat even though they eat 3 times more than I do.
I hate my body.