This is going to be a very selfish rant with no proper conclusions, maybe a few questions.
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See, I myself think my life is pretty good. I am able to handle my studies, have hobbies, am grateful, take things lightly and generally feel good.
But it seems like majority of my stress or emotional turmoil emerges because of other people's issues. The...... 5 reply
Genuine question, how do you guys deal with group projects? I'm in college and literally every meeting drains me of my motivation and strength to do anything else afterwards, ruining my mood and making me feel physically sick (worse if we have a fight again) Like the worst and busiest part is yet to come and calmly thinking about this, the underlying tension and awkwardness is too much and everyone can't stand each other but we suck it up and work- this n that fvked up situation, it's so hot and I have so many other assignments idk how to deal with this
Whenever I see someone type "like... This... Yk.. What I... Mean" I remember that post on mgg by that person who wanted to get bullied just so they could beat their bullies up (?) Like some weird hero complex dream and swore it wasn't smthn serious.
In short, I recently moved away from home, to another state, hostel etc I cried very little. Instead, whenever I read smthn even slightly emotional I feel the urge to cry a lot. I keep thinking I should read angst just so I can cry freely. (I have never enjoyed angst btw) . Fiction has been my coping mechanism as well as smthn I truly love for years. But it feels a bit skewed how I can express my emotions thru stories of other characters only. Idk what this is....
Long story short, my best friend has severe depression due to parental abuse, she's living away now with her grandparents but they still impact her life. She ODed on sleeping pills as a call for help in Feb, but she's doing better now, finally seeing a legit therapist, reconnected with me, getting correct meds etc. I have been her support, and always try to talk about positive things and soothe her when she's very down. Idk, all I am asking is, any advice for me, to make her feel better, to support her better, things I should or not say....etc And another question: what's ur favorite drink in summers? I like sugarcane juice as street food and ice tea if I can spend money. Ok thnx for reading ヾ(☆▽☆)