Actually this is one of my first and favorite manga ever, despite how many times i've read it, it stills gives me the same angst as i first read it.
i live believing that the only goal of a person is to love and be happy. Maybe that's why i tried so hard to support the main characters relationship and wanted them to be happy no matter what, since every form of love is not completely diffrent, i believe so. But to be honest, still everytime i read it my mind keep on thinking that it is not right or abnormal yet i tried so hard to reason it out and understand their relationship, and it is hard, every reason seems like an excuse. somehow, weirdly enough, i don't like myself for that,. i don't knnow, why?
but, now i feel like i finally somehow understand that is love is not base on reason or logic nor right or wrong because love is right, right? always. And, it is unreasonable no matter how hard we tried to make sense of it.
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Woah, love it.
I keep thinking that there is some kind of force that keeps reminding mafuyu not to forget yuki. Like how everything that is happening is correlated to yuki, and how eunoyama will be also involved to yuki by doing his song. Which, for me, is like replicating yuki in uenoyama's character that might cause mafuyu to be confused and indecisive whether he truly sees uenoyama as uenoyama who loves him or a stand in to fill the yuki's spaces in his heart. i know mafuyu already said that he loves uenoyama, but him being indecisiv e whenever the topic are somewhat connected yuki and how he still can't talk about to uenoyama about yuki, keeps me thinking and doubting whether he truly got over him. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
btw, i like shizu-chan, starightforward and rational. I like how he said to mafuyu to STOP IT if he doesn't have the tenacity/resolve to keep going with the band or with UENOYAMA. Finally someone said it to him (mafuyu).#－.－)
i also like how he said "i can even throw away my whole life" *thinking about hiiragi's laughing face.(▰˘◡˘▰)
What a horrible life he lives in. ╥﹏╥
Its like he's dead but alive. He loses so much,and now he got nothing left.
My heartaches so so much (balled my eyes out) , not for his sister/brother(not sure) dying, but for the older brother who's left, and got no reason to live anymore. ┗( T﹏T )┛
Logic is no use in knowing how that titan d*ck fit in that hole ╮(￣▽￣)╭
nevermind how tho as long as the uke felt good then everything's alright ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
PUT*NGINA ANG CUTE, NAKAKAKILIG ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
thank you for that two panel, wow very much appreciated (づ￣ ³￣)づ
im so jealous on how they look at eachother （/TДT)/
p.s sorry for the bad word
That moment where yuyang said that " This world surprisingly has someone like that for me" with a genuine smile on his face. ┗( T﹏T )┛ i wanna fall in love like that too. （/TДT)/
The uke is sooo freaking cute, I wanna squeeze his specs ლ(´ڡ`ლ)