Depends on who it is. I told my mother that I read yaoi about a year ago because I wanted the physical cover of BJ Alex. My eldest sister wouldn't Really care so I guess I would tell her that I just read these books. If my other sister would see it. This a different Story. I would probably just tell her I didn't know that it was smutty or that I ac...... reply
I would tell myself to stop being and idiot and seek out for help and to be myself and not be someone else for a person who never will notice you. Anyways I think there are a lot of people you're age here. Afterall I also was on this side with that Age and read this kind of stories even before that. It's normal, don't worry about stuff like that reply
As an 18 year old. I don't know I was never kissed before, I also was never in a relationship before.
But that's okay. It's better to experience those things a bit later than too soon reply