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I loved this. I really did. The slow burn sometimes made me kinda mad, but at the same time I was glad we were able to follow them through some sort of self-knowledge path; to see the growing and making peace with who they really were. However, I do feel kinda... disappointed at the end. For a slow burn story, I expected a established relationship development. Yea, I got to know them, but what about the romantic relationship? I mean, we know the main protagonists were close and basically lived together, but what about their life after the confession? And the side couple, who only met few months ago? I mean, they have SO much to find out about each other - and I would love the chance to see that!
I understand that I am frustrated at my own expectations here. The author promised us to break the walls of lies and that they did. The afterwards might not be important for this story; maybe they wanted to just tell us til this point. But I really can't stop feeling bittersweet about it. Til the end they never really had a private moment to digest and talk without others, you know? And I miss it, couple's intimacy (in the sense of opening up and sharing etc).
Anyway, I am glad I got to know this and that it was so beautiful. I thank the author and the uploaders for this amazing experience. It's now time to say goodbye.

It honestly feels like a dream and I am happy we've came this far! I just hope the manhwa won't actually end next chapter. I mean, we just got to the lovey dovey part!!! I like slow burn but it's even better when we can enjoy the sweet moments after it.

Honestly, Huan Wen situation with his grandfather reminded me of a conversation I had with my father two years ago. He wasn't that persistent but I still remember how hurt and shocked he felt. He was the same when I came out. Seeing how Huan Wen seems to be part of the lgbtq+ and also his desire not to get married (for a reason we don't yet know, but I wouldn't be surprised if it's bc he doesn't plan to have a straight relationship), I can't help but remember all the times I felt like I was disappointing my parents. It hurts. And it's hard to not go along with what they want.
However, even though his grandpa hurt him with his words, I wouldn't call him selfish or a bad person. He's really worried about Huan Wen and he knows what it feels like to be all alone. Besides, how old is he? 60, 70? Can you guys imagine how he was raised? I am not saying it's okay to say whatever you want bc you're old, but we can not pretend it doesn't matter. He's an old man in China - a place where people can't even draw two guys kissing nowadays. Of course we can't expect him to behave as we - in our 20s, 30s and often westerns - would. Besides, he seems to love and care deeply for his grandson. Happiness in marriage might be all he knows, can we really blame him? Instead, I think we should hope that Huan Wen can be strong enough (and get enough support to) stand his ground and explain to his grandpa that yeah, he really doesn't want to marry and have children. And we all might have to deal with the fact that his grandpa may never be okay with it - which doesn't make him a bad person.
Anyway, I am really glad to see DJun portraying such realistic relationships. This manhwa is def one of my favs.

I thought they were already a couple ╮(￣▽￣)╭ Since they started being kinda lovey-dovey and MD talked about how he cared, I thought they were in a monogamous relationship - but they weren't even dating!! Omg, I am such a fool.
I just hope Chanwoo will stop being abused :( I wish he could press charges against the asshole who hit him.

The relationship between Uncle and Redhead seems worse every chapter. Red is really young and seems like he hasn't anyone who he can open up to and seriously talk about relationships and stuff. He's honestly lost. Meanwhile, the older one - who should be responsible - is messing around with a kid who truly cares for him. I am kinda... idk. I don't wanna say "disgusted", because this is a really harsh word, but I feel something along these lines. Why is Uncle even doing that? He has a lot of options, why use a kid who is helplessly in love? For God's sake, be honest before it's too late!!
Ofc every character has its flaws (and no one can say Red is perfect) but it's one thing to make mistakes and another to use someone. That's wrong in so many ways...
Sighs. Anyway, I am really sad for Red. I know he has been in other relationships before, but those didn't seem really intense - I mean, he wasn't so invested. It's kinda sad that he decided to invest so much time and energy in a guy who wants nothing to do with him.

P. S.: Was it just me who didn't know Redhead was just 18?? Omg, was it mentioned before and my minds deleted? I was honestly kinda shocked. I thought he was 20-21. I am questioning my own mind rn. How old is Uncle anyway?

Bro... I thought this would be like 20 chapters long or smth. I had many theories about the blonde guy and I was 100% sure the author would develop both characters more. I mean, the synopsis says the guy is a psycho so I was expecting to learn a lot more about him and if he was actually capable of something like love. I feel like there's something missing on this story. Maybe the author had to speed things up and finish quickly, idk.
Even after ch. 4 I can't believe the blonde truly loves Roku - and honestly, if I were him I would be miles away from the cafe owner.
Anyway. If I were to answer the question "Does the cafe owner love Roku?" I would answer a big "fuck no". But that's just me ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I love these sweet liars but damn, the "he's a guy" card HURT. Tang Tang, don't lie like this ┗( T﹏T )┛

I feel so sorry for the angry young man. I wish YuYang talked to him seriously about relationships, so he might understand what's going on between him and Uncle. I am pretty sure it took a lot of courage for him to come up and indirectly ask that to Yang, so it would have been nice if they had a conversation. Well, maybe in the next few chapters.
I hope Uncle will eventually treat Redhead better or just "break up" (apparently that is a relationship) with him.


P. S.: I love the fact that all of us decided to call them Uncle and Red/Redhead.

when i saw them getting together on ch. 3 i knew some bad things were coming, but i didn't expect watanabe to be such a disappointment! he didn't even have a reason to do what he did; for 2 months he continuously tried to replace hazuki with someone he had given up on the past! i mean, what the fuck is wrong with you?? if you were so sorry for what you did, why didn't you try to talk with yuuki sooner? why do that do hazuki? for god's sake, he could have been honest with his feelings instead of causing so much pain!
honestly, this ending is bittersweet. i am happy that hazuki feels loved, but i don't like seeing him with watanabe. i really think watanabe should end up alone so he would think about his actions and become a better person after that. yeah, i know he regretted and started changing, but were 2 months really enough time for hazuki? as someone mentioned on the comment section, hazuki had problems trusting people, so how did he manage to not only forgive watanabe but also get back with him? i would rather see hazuki moving on, forgiving watanabe but meeting a new person. i don't know, i just can't stop thinking that deep down watanabe still looks at hazuki and sees yuuki.

lin hang/qiuqiu are killing me with their sweetness. when lin hang put his arm around qiuqiu's shoulder my heart almost stopped beating. thank god we have been blessed.