
it’s so obvious yahwi likes jooin but sucks trying to show it. but cain on the other hand :) okay i think cain likes jooin in more of an admire then a lover. he sees him more like a ‘role model’ like how you see an idol you look up too. cain calls jooin master and looks like he has no intention in breaking up the relationship between jooin and yahwi. and even if he did like jooin he would not put himself first. he will put jooin first and will always make sure jooin is happy before he’s happy!! cain best boy. this is all a story so i don’t wanna think much about it but yahwi makes me kinda mad but i mean i’m sure that’s what the author was going for. a toxic seme...who will later have character development. the author rlly showed that well- why argue on what’s not even real. oh also RAPE IS BAD AND IM SURE YOU AGREE TOO! but i’m trying to keep the same energy reading this when i do other bls because other bls rape too but no one says anything unless they find it unattractive. all unconsensual sex is bad <3 like very bad. i mean i guess it’s a common thing because in like every bl they drink, then do it- then like that’s the beginning to their relationship. it sounds weird but i don’t want to fight over 2d characters that’s not even real. but yes rape is very VERY BAD. do not follow the steps in bls when you are trying to get a lover lol. i mean it’s so common and used to it at this point? but when i come back to reality i would never do something like that in real life. and when reading i do get very VERY mad and kinda confused...like the uke (drunk one) always wants to do it when drink and then gets like horny but the seme can’t control their dick so it goes loose flying everywhere. anyways i feel bad if u read all this because i’m a dumb bitch! love u sm <3
i read this in 4 months ago and i’m still traumatized but i wanna reread it so i can suffer even more