
Even though I know its impossible given the first three chapters... I don't want MC to be ML's past lover. I mean I don't mind stories where they were together in a past life.
But this story is just so good at separating MC from the ex lover. I feel like it would have a lot more impact if he isn't the ex lover. Especially since he isn't even thought of as his own person. He clearly wants to be acknowledged as himself and having him be the ex lover would just prove his fears.
The story is still incredibly good, but I can't help wanting this alternative given the overwhelming amount of BLs that follow the reborn trope.

This is actually such a "fuck you!" to the audience. Like this is the type of shit his ex did. Like I was reading the comments waiting for the angst to end only to see comments saying ML raped him. I didn't want to believe it, like this is the guy who didn't want to fuck without a condom bc it's a shitty thing to do. Now all of a sudden his morals did a 180. Fuck and this was genuinely such a fun read. Like man I'm so frustrated and disappointed. Like fuck this dumbass author, I'll just go reread nerd project.
Like honestly is the author unaware of that the majority of the audience reads this bc they are done with the normalization of rape in bl and want a genuine green flag ml for ONCE.

OMG HE COMPLETELY LOVE BOMBED HIM. I HATE IT HERE. LIKE IM PULLING OUT MY HAIR RN. LIKE WHY R U NAILING AND BAILING RN IF YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO. LIKE AHHH IF YOU WANT TO MAKE IT UP TO HIM PLATONICALLY THEN FROM THE BEGINNING MAKE IT CLEAR THAT YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS DON'T GO AROUND GIVING HIM THE WORLD, MAKING HIM FEEL SPECIAL, GIVING HIM LOVE AND AFFECTION TO ONLY RIP IT APART WHEN HES SO CLOSE TO FEELING WANTED FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER.
im sorry guys I tweaked out
Guys he's just embarrassed. Genuinely, he didn't even know it meant that much to MC until he reacted. He also quickly apologizes for unintentionally hurting MC. This happens in the novel!
do you have the link for the novel?
Fuck tat shiet. EMBARRASSED?! he can get the fuck out (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I have the epub you can email me at [email protected]
okii, tyyy!