I've never get so workout over the fact who is the bottom or who is the top, istg this is the first time i get pretty mad that he's not the top, im sorry to anybody else who think otherwise, this is just me stressing out over fictional character, and im still pretty stress of it
I am pretty cool with the way things are between them. They both seem to have their top and bottom quality. So I guess it worked out for ke.
However I totally understand the stress you are talking about. The story to is something that's already been fixed and you just can't change it no matter how badly you want to change it. Also you can't "unsee" it from your mind as well. It's seriously annoying.
The story rly went like, ok now we gonna give u alot of smexy stufff aaannnndddd VERY SAD ENDIIING CHAPTER!!