
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sekaiichi_hatsukoi/mh/v09/c008/4/
I genuinely cried with this scene. It is so real. Those were my exact thoughts when I had my heart broken. The exact same words, the exact same despair.
I truly can't hate Ritsu for being so afraid of falling in love again, more over with the same person.
I know there are a lot of people that despise him for being so "insensitive" towards Takano's confession, but I assume those people had never experienced something like that, more if it's someone like Ritsu who has a timid nature.
He is insecure, he is afraid. And I know too well that fear. It's almost impossible to get over it that easily. Even after "only" a year after the re-encounter. The constant insistence of Takano only make things worse. It confusing and it's fearsome.

So... I feel like as if Daisuke didn't really want to divorce. If his wife didn't cheat, if he didn't have an injury, he wouldn't have ever though about Yuzuru at all. I feel like it was just convenient for him and found comfort in an old flame?? Or something like this... I don't know.... I didn't really "feel" this manga, felt forced and rushed.
I've re-read this manga after many years and there's something that's bothering me at the end:
Seme is basically a man whore: victim
Uke had ONE boyfriend: villian
(From seme's pov)
also I can't remember the seme ever saying his feelings to Minami. Is so frustrating that he didn't end up with katagiri!
What I see is Minami's in love, but Sawada's only after his body. Everything he says at the end, after accepting Minami's confession, is only about Minami's body: a body to his liking, been "starving", etc.
I think that the previous boyfriend broke up with him for that reason, felt that it was only about body "compatibility" and sex.