1. Midos took revenge because he believed he was abandoned and an abandoned omega out on the streets would be subjected to r*pe, *buse etc. so he wanted Jichan to experience pain equal to or worse than that potential outcome.
2. Jichan was dealing with internal conflict because he enjoy the sexual experiences and had subconscious fantasies about having such sexual experiences with Mido who's supposed to be Pure, innocent and untainted. Therefore, not only did he have to come to terms with the fact that the Mido from his memories and the Mido before him are the same person but his sexual fantasies.
3.Jichan couldn't forgive 'Eugene' but he can forgive 'Mido' because he lived with such guilt all his life and sincerely wished to repent for abandoning Mido.
4. Jichan believes he deserved what happened to him, that he's responsible for Mido turning out this way and because he had impure fantasies about Mido he's is, if not worst than Mido.
This is kinda what I interpreted this far.
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I'm pretty sure Mido was getting false information from or manipulated by the blonde guy which is why Mido was under the impression that he was senselessly abandoned and never thought about again like Trash
I binged all the way through, It felt like I was going to fast but that's just the perks of waiting for the chapters before reading. I don't really like the reincarnation aspect but I'm warming up to it .
Conclusion: Every chapter has a point which is why it's nicely paced. You can also easily follow along with the plot. It's a cliche plot but it's so well done
1. Nux had an expiration date which the universe kept
2. Owen tried to stop Nux sudden/ accidental deaths which lead to his confinement in an environment where the possibility of his dying due to unexpected circumstances were pretty much 0
3. Nux killed himself either from suicide or rage because he was confined.
4. Owen changes with the past erased Nux existence from Owen's favorite timeline (Assuming the first timeline where he meet Nux)
5. Anymore changes to the past will probably ripple across other timelines and delete Nux existence so Owen isn't going back for now (Until Nux dies again??)
That's what I've gather thus far
1. Nux was supposed to be gone before the golden Owen arrived
2. The sorrow king has been sorrowful of all the dead Nux graves
3. I believe golden Owen has grown to hate Nux due to the previous timelines
4. Golden Owen most likely didn't kill Nuc in previous timelines, maybe Nux died due to unexpected circumstances which is why all spacecrafts were disabled. Because it's counterproductive for Owen who loves Nux to prevent them from meeting. Instead sorrowful Owen took in Nux in order to protect him from whatever unexpected viable kills him however, sorrowful own is unwilling to deprive anything of Nux
5. Is golden Owen unable of killing Nux or unwilling??
Everyone is annoying
JUST GET WITH THE FORMER PRIEST FOR REAL THIS TIME, STOP WASTING TIME WITH THESE EXTRAS