Yall are switching up really fast right now. It's fine to feel bad, but remember that he has hurted a lot of people and in the last chapter it seemed like his problem is still there. Remember that he needs to redeem himself. HAVING A MENTAL ILLNESS DOESN'T EXCUSE YOUR DESTRUTCIVE/TPXIC BEHAVIOR TOWARDS OTHERS. I am proud of kyungso (?) of not running to him like a mindless dog.
I feel the angst.