This manga has purified my soul. I’m currently silent screaming into a pillow. Every terrible trope I’ve ever read has been banished from my mind. ONLY FLUFF REMAINS RAAHAHHH
I can’t explain but I hate hate HATE the black haired dude he just feels so icky and manipulative. Meanwhile the other dude is such a green flag. Yes he has issues but hes so realistic I need him to be the ml PLEASE
The worst part is from sangwoo’s pov he didn’t show up and sangwoo is already doubting if he even loves him and oh god I wish that they would just talk man
People really hate the blondie but I think I kind of get him. He probably didn’t understand his feelings and thought that he just liked seeing the uke’s expression despite the fact that he got happy being the special exception for the uke. Blondie wanted to be the only one for him and by the end of it wants to see the uke smile and be happy. If that’s not a form of love, what is?
Habibi no you deserve a side story I need them to reconcile I can’t accept her being forgotten her face was too miserable at the end
God that last chp was so unnecessary.. like I fw both twisted smut and fluff but this was just a messy mix of the seme finding love and the uke…. Also finding love?? But twisted?? Like he didn’t do anything inherently bad? This wanted to be a dark romance so bad when it could’ve just been healing fluff smh
My guy… have you ever heard of masturbation???
It was so wholesome too like let the man rest
Are we forgetting about the random guys the seme would beat up that looked like the uke at the start of the manga??? Coz I feel like that’s a pretty important character trait we glossed over
Also people saying this story is trash- it is very realistically toxic. I doubt the author intended it but this mentally exhausting relationship is something I’ve seen like 10x in real life
I know people hate the ml but like he clearly tried to break things off it’s not like he gave him mixed signals from the beginning it’s the seme that keeps coming back so toxic as it may be I dont think the ml is the villain here
I dunno how to explain it but their vibe seems so much like ghibli men if they were queer and I love it so much
Also the seme feels autistic coded and this is the first time I’ve seen it represented so naturally whether the author intended to or not
I used to hate it when the bullies are just absolved of all the shit they put their victims through because ‘he did it coz he liked me’ like no shut up abuse is abuse but seeing him repent and try to make up for it is just so wholesome to see
This should’ve cone with a trigger warning tho because the depiction of assault is so real like the need to rationalize the rapists actions even if I know theres nothing I could’ve done
One of the best plots I’ve read with how it show’s different perspectives and no right way to living life or being queer and dammit I’m crying again