
Oh boy, this was like watching a horrible car accident with limbs flying in the air and shit and you don't want to look but can't take your eyes off of it. I'm very into jealous, dominating and possessive hot looking Semes, but upon the first slap I was like "oh uh.....this is one Seme you don't want jealous and sure enough I get to page 123. The resolution fell off; there's no way the Seme can be redeemed so easily, nor his abusive personality so easily fixed ,and the same can be said of the Uke because Hazuki has some serious psychological problems of his own. This relationship completely lacks romance, it is purely Psychological Yaoi drama, but I still found it very interesting, which means that I enjoyed reading it and for that it deserves kudos :D

Fuck, a domino effect of destruction started by that sick mother fuc#er of the Patriarch. He violated poor Renzou since he was a child and confined him to those terrible conditions, his wife became crazy because of the atrocity her husband was committing, she physically and sexually abused Norihiko and psychologically twisted her son, Norihiko in turn purposely psycholoigcally twisted and sexually molested Ikuro and now that poor innocent girl that married Ikuro is definitely going to be mentally fucked as well. I should walk away right now before this shit gets worst, which is undoubtedly bound to happen. shm

Fuck the curse of Yaoi or better said, us Fujoshi are cursed with these incomplete or abandoned or un-translated or in hiatus long assed updates IF they ever get updated at all! For the sake of my sanity, I should really only stick with completed mangas.

But then there are those manga that say they are complete and then actually they're not. ╥﹏╥

This is a completed manga it's just the scanlators have not finished scanlating.
Here's 2 Chinese raw sources:
http://www.77mh.com/colist_185568.html
http://m.dm5.com/manhua-heisedeairen/
OR download here, just need an account :
http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/13536-yamiiro-no-aijin-%5B-%5D-by-takakura-tomoko
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mou_ichido_nando_demo/nbt/v01/c007/pg-49/
Yeah, pretty much lost it here.....picture hysterical snot-convulsions type of crying.....so emotionally rich! LOVED it!!!!!!!!!