
mc was dreaming of something with zombie? What if... I feel like his memories will slowly come back somewhat though I am also confuse with the loop? How is the other one retaining his memories but mc isn't.... is he actually already dead bc remember he has all these scars but mc does not? I am so confused

I just want to explicitly say that he's seen so much of the seme, and with the way of what was happening lately = his mom saying something, that girl going in his room. If I were emotionally abused in the past, and at the same time played by so many men with countless supposed "i love you", and their broken promises then I would also think otherwise. Action speaks louder than words, at the same time though, I had hoped uke would talk about his issues with the seme. Although, opening up must be so hard for him right now considering that hes been betrayed so many times. Both by his love affairs, and family members? Also, let's remember the part where seme was nonchalantly bored in every relationships he had in the past, I would also doubt myself if someome truly liked me in that way? I'm not saying that I do not find this frustrating but they are both flawed. I mean to be honest, uke already pushed him away, did uke tell seme to chase him again? Feelings are inevitable so let's stop blaming either of them lol, they both need a therapy in my case. Bro is discovering "love" and the emotions that comes with it, while uke is mentally unwell.
with the og saint like Jesus Christ, how old are you woman??? Girly acts like some chunibyoo teenager girl that hasn't moved on from her childish phase. I get her death was unfair to her but WHAT IS SHE DOING.. I thought she regressed??? Couldn't she have done this plan in a better way? Bc this is a plan that a thirteen year old would come with