There are places called BDSM clubs, it's legal and not bad. Just wait for becoming of legal age and explore your kink. It doesn't mean you have to penetrate/be penetrated. The most important is - to be safe, healthy and always talk with partner about precautions and CONSENT. So, you're a normal teenage with kinks and curiosity. Nothing to be ashame......
I mean if you find yourself seeing a future with him then go for it lol, don't let a friendship stop you from finding someone you like. Before going after him though you should talk to your friend. I mean she does have 3 other guys which is unusual, but anyway, if she is a true friend she will be happy for you to find someone you like. You just hav......
I won't say "Is this normal?" like others cause I know it's not