Can anyone please spoil me about the chapter 7 in the extra (raws)? There seems to be another couple from the past in the present? Who are they? Do they end up together? They look so good! Please someone tell me T^T
Sadly but No, they’re not together(yet). It seems like only Kang secretary remembers their past lives and he doesn’t really wish youngmin to remember the past lives either (he said it’s fine even though you don’t remember because i remember our past lives) . You know like when you love some one so much that you just want them to live a happy life (although it seems like secretary wasn’t very nice to the perfume guy in the past)
And here’s the answer to the other question (I’m sorry if it’s too long, I just don’t know how to summarize it)
So here’s what he said when he helped the perfume guy
(Referring to his past lives) Back then I was too rough to you. I thought feeling good and having s3x is the end of love (i’m not sure about having s3x part tho).It was just my arrogance. I hated the fate that god gave me. In the past, I only ran after power and abandoned the phoenix that was sent to be my soulmate. Maybe I was punished to be alone because I always looked forward and never looked back at what is mine. And maybe because of that he let me watch every steps of his presence. Our bond has just started right now.
I’m sorry if it’s confusing, I suck at translating things ╥﹏╥
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I'm sorry at this point this must look like shameless self promotion but I'm still seeing so many people saying they are confused, so here is a fairly detailed summary I made, including some parts from the untranslated raws.
I hope this helps!
Since people are very confused about the story, the characters and the timeline, i want to give a brief summary, including some aspects from the raws. I hope i'm able to clear certain things about the currently translated chapters.
PAST:
Seo Yeonjin (main uke) bought Choi Moonhyuk (main seme) after seme lost an underground fight. It was love at first sight for the uke, and he buys the seme and wants to know more about him, so he looks for information. His best friend (tanned guy with small mole on his face) comes along and says he can give him that info and long story short, uke agrees to sleep with him in exchange of that information. Combining the info that the uke got plus seme's flashbacks, we have the following information: Seme was raised in an orphanage and now takes care of his brothers and sisters who were in the same orphanage, after the orphanage is demolished or something. Seme's former boss (chagang) was into bondage, and seme saw him sleeping with a man with a scar across his lips (let's call him scarface, he is important later on). Apparently, scarface is a well-connected man politically (according to latest translated chapter) and it is he who gets the seme's former boss murdered after coming across a video of seme and boss having sex, because Boss was scarface's b!tch.
Coming to uke's story: Uke's father is a rich businessman, married to a beautiful opera singer. One day uke, while chasing a ball, accidently sees his father having sex with another man, who is ---SUPRISE!!!!--- Scarface! His mother then comes and takes him away. He starts acting rebellious and shizz and later on, his mother commits su!cide, for which he blames his father, etc etc. Uke gets married to a friend of his, who doesnt mind him sleeping with the seme, and tells the seme that she is aware of everything and chose uke because uke was the perfect candidate for giving her a beautiful son, who is the only one she truly cares about. She also has a grudge against uke's dad, though i dont know the reason. Uke's aim is to humiliate his father, and in the process he ended up falling in love at first sight with seme, and the story continues from there.
Uke continues sleeping with the seme, and even tries the bondage that seme's former boss used to do, because he is in love with the seme and wants the seme to notice him, but one day when the seme is drunk, they have sex and the seme confuses him for his former boss, and the uke realises that he is competing with the boss' ghost so he will never be able to win seme's love. This is where chapter 12 ends.
PRESENT:
Whatever is written above, is actually the PAST. Chapter 1 begins from the PRESENT. In the present, uke is already dead (apparently), but his body HAS NOT been found, and the seme is accused of having killed him. The former boss is DEFINITELY dead, his body had been found long back, even before the uke and seme had met.
EDIT: Since some people are asking about this: I think the uke is still alive. Compare the former boss' death with the uke's death. Former boss (chagang) died, his body was found, so there was no ambiguity about his death. But uke is supposedly dead, yet his body hasnt been found even after many days of searching iirc.
(This is my speculation, I desperately want them to have a happy ending T_T I really really hope the uke is alive.)
EDIT: Best friend is Scarface's nephew.
Chapter 18-19 onwards I think mutual feelings begin to develop between the seme and the uke because the sex looks much more intimate, though i'm not sure because i cannot read korean. The scarface makes a comeback, recognises seme, while uke's dad also makes an appearance, and i tell you he is such a B!TCH i literally want to crack his skull open istg (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
So this is more or less the summary, I'm sorry for any mistakes!(/TДT)/
If anything is unclear (Main story or my summary), please let me know! ^^
Actually the third paragraph was the one that I was like oh I didn’t know some of that information you dumb down a lot some people will probably like this a lot but I’m trying to find a deeper meaning in some things so it helped in some ways thank you very much but he’s not exactly competing he figured out that he can’t win because the other person’s dad and it’s not there but yeah you kind of covered almost everything
IKR I wanted to grab his hair and smash his head on the table and make him apologise to the uke then and there. What kind of an a-hole is he I swear, doing that to his son in front of everyone and also the uke ddnt react at all huhuhu it made me so sad to see him so submissive. He should have swung his fist and punched the teeth out of that shitty father UGH (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Not necessarily. The author too has kept that part ambiguous, because the uke's body has not been found yet, so there is a possibility of him actually hiding somewhere. The former boss is also dead but his body was found, but the uke is's body is missing, maybe because he isnt really dead. I really want a happy ending too T_T
I have finished reading chap 18 and there is something i wanna discuss about the last sence of this chap
Spoiler. Very detailed one about chap 18 so Please consider carefully.
The uke dress the chagang(former boss) so that the seme would make love to to him the same way he did for his beloved chagang. But the uke never want the seme know his intention so when the seme ask why the uke dress that way, the uke just answer that he want drink seme's semen. But in the middle of sex, the uke told the seme think of him as chagang's replacement and the seme reply that he has never had the intention to do that. But when they part way, the seme is on his car, he admit that he was seduced by uke's word and did think of uke as his old boss and pour the feeling he has for his old boss onto the uke. And he feel terrible for thinking that. And he jerk off.
Anyone who read that part already, can you tell me your thoughts on why the seme jerk off right after he just has sex with uke. Like if he jerk off to the image of his old boss, he should have had enough already when he just had sex with the uke dressing like him, and seme also admit that he make love to uke thinking of his old boss. If he jerk off because of having feelings somewhere for the uke, i just dont understand his mindset or dont see eviden( thouh i really want the reason is the latter,come on our uke is so precious and he is suffering excruciating pain because of this love. Read the end of this chapter, he is devastating. He even hope that his feeling for seme is only the him wanna copy the feelings of his father for his partner.)
Please give me your thoughts on that scene where seme jerking off as to why he did that. Thanks a million in advance!
Because he is in love with the uke. He says he didn't know the uke could sleep with men too, if he knew the uke was bisexual then he'd have made a move much earlier. Uke was straight til he met seme, and seme is his first man, so best friend is jealous that he wasn't able to be Uke's first man. I'm sorry this explanation kinda sucks and yes, the best friend is Scarface's nephew (⌒▽⌒)
Thank you so much for the detailed explanation! I don't know how to read Korean, so I just had a brief idea about the chapter.
The behaviour of the seme after they had sex might be a result of the guilt he feels for treating uke as a substitute for his former boss, and also as an outlet for the feelings he has begun to develop for the uke himself. When he was having sex, he saw the uke as his former boss, but in the car, when the uke was not in front of him (with the red rope and everything), he was able to think clearly and got turned on thinking about the uke only, and not the former boss. It's like, when he saw the uke in red rope, he was reminded of his former boss, but when he is the car, he is alone, so the uke in red rope doesn't distract him, and because he has begun to develop feelings for the uke, he jerks off thinking about the uke.
This is my understanding of that chapter, hopefully chapters after this give a clearer picture if the Seme's feelings towards the uke
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Yes same tbh, that friend doesn't seem to be a big threat as of now, I was also betting on Scarface and that traitor left-hand of former boss being the major antagonists, and the friend just being.... A quickly discarded side dish IYKWIM huehuehue (▰˘◡˘▰)
Hopefully the friend doesn't start feeling possessive later on or some shit bcz our main couple already have enough headaches to deal with SMH
I see! I thought it wasn't consensual, since that hoodie guy was crying and whimpering and all that stuff. But if they're already a pair then it rules the detective out. Also even though the long-haired guy teams up with Scarface, I hope he ultimately pairs up romantically/sexually with the friend (nephew), or author introduces a new character to pair up with nephew. The reason I'm so anxious for him to have a partner is because as long as he's available (without a partner), there is a possibility of him trying to interfere in Uke's life (like I said in my previous reply, act all possessive towards the uke and stuff) and mess things up, either by himself or at the behest of his uncle.
I'm not worried about uke being stupid enough to sleep with that friend again , I'm worried about nephew emerging as an antagonist and teaming up with his uncle for whatsoever reason, and also getting back at seme in the process (for stealing uke away from him), and also for the murderous look seme gave him. Uke is smart. Or rather, cunning and manipulative. He's the scheming sort, and didn't hesitate to sleep with that guy for the info that he wanted. He himself says he's shameless. I respect this aspect of his character, he's fallen for the seme and leaves no stone unturned to get what he wants. Though it scarred my soul to see him sleeping with another guy other than the seme, even though they are technically not in a relationship and uke is free to do whatever he wants to
Short-sighted, yes. But he wasn't weighed down by his father's expectations and rebelled (rightfully), though his way of going about this revenge is not very well thought of. Falling in love with the seme was an added contingency that he probably didn't take into consideration, oh well ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ The fact that he rebelled, plotted revenge and didn't take his father's treatment silently is a strength for someone indecisive and non-confrontational like me. One of the reasons I'm heavily invested in this story, emotionally and otherwise huehuehue. I am really looking forward to seeing if his revenge is fulfilled.
Yeonjin'a first time (with a man) was with Moonhyuk (seme). Remember he says "it won't be a joke if I chicken out during my first time with a man" or something like this, when he has sex for the first time with moonhyuk. AFTER sleeping multiple times with the seme, he agrees to sleep with bestie in exchange of information about Seme. Hope it's clear now! ^^
Uke's dad is literally such a kunt i wanna smash his head with a rock. HE cheated on his wife with a man, ill-treats and looks down upon his son, and now has the audacity to be disgusted at what his son is doing AND try to k!ll the man his son is involved with (and actually in love with)?! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Yes, you're right about that. Well there's nothing more I'd like than the seme bashing Moo's head in (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ why the Ossans gotta be so hot and so shitty dammit (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
And NOOOOO PLEASE not sex with that friend again, please just let MH and YJ have a "normal" conversation this time round ╥﹏╥(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
my god.... the story is so nice i read the first chapter but now i see it has a tragedy tag.... can anyone please give me some spoilers? Is this completed and what is the ending?? T^T
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If you really want to know the main dude (black hair) dies, it’s sad but kinda heart warming(????) because the red haired guy still looks for him (his reincarnation) and looks after him waiting till he’s human again
THANK YOU SO MUCH and yes, you are completely right because simply reading your reply has got me bawling but i dont know whether it's because it's sad or bitter sweet or both T^T
Thanks again! <3 <3