Namjoon’s Wife's Favorite

Potential Spoiler..

Regardless of the uploading issues,
After reading it in one sit and seeing the raws,
I just felt sad and broke for the Seme..
He is so pure, he don't deserved to be in between the Uke and that red haired guy.
On the recent chapter on raws, The seme changed a lot. The glow, the shining aura are all gone, he's now feeling anxious. i know that there will be a chpter where red haired dude and the uke ended their complicated relationship (with a throwback how did they met) but why does the Uke still can't move on and seems like he's using the Seme to mend his broken heart (yeah coz the seme actually likes the red haired dude)

I felt sorry for the Seme. He love the uke so much to the point that he is becoming selfless. He's willing to be just a shoulder to lean on when the uke cried because of the red haired guy.

I started to hate the Uke for making the seme feel like that. And i guess after 50+ chapters seeing my sunshine boy lost his glow and genuine smiles, i was hurting so much, i think i need to stop.