Im starting to think that the author never really saw ian as a separate character, hes more so a vessel for brians spirit ☹ ive been waiting for the flashbacks to finish but i think once he gets his memories back ian will cease to exist
Nah I think the author is just taking the long way to justify why and how Soleile managed to cope waiting for protag reincarnation and how he became so devoted to him and why he's brother is so set in tearing them apart.
I think Ian will just assimilate the memory of his past life if he remembers. If he decide to see those memories as just memories of someone else, he will remain as his self. Otherwise and I think most probable is that he'll try reconcile his two selfs where Ian retains himself but also see his past life as something a kin to seeing it as his younger self very different to who he is as an adult. Ian and Brian have almost opposite personality. Ian's personality and character is quite strong too so the likeliness of him being all grim, suspecting and torn between his loyalty to blonde cardinal etc to become Brian is hard to imagine.
Im super grossed out by the fact that one of them looks like a literal CHILD…
Yeah istg i feel likr this is some kinda internalised homophobia tbh, like i wonder if do they see the uke as the "female"character" and hence why cant stand it when the top is tye one that is smaller and more feminine. Also like how is reading this makes one a pedo that is so stupid, like we dont even see eve's body half of the time and dude is just a very skinny young guy like they even tackled this issues around chap 40 where eve was like too embarassed to take a bath with gpzu because of how skinny he is, and that he got bullied by his village people for that too
When will i be liberated from this eternal hell of waiting for a official chapter to be released. I have lost all my joy. I have lost my will. Today marks almost 10 months since ive had to open my notifications with a heavy heart, knowing this series wouldnt be among the countless notifications for stories i have tried to read to fill the void in my heart.
end my suffering
And reading the raws doesn't really scratch that itch either...
U described my heart ache very clearly...