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I’ve loved this story from the beginning and I love how unique and realistic the FL is but honestly?
It’s a bit to slow, it’s felt like literally nothings happened for the last few chapters at least nothing big. It’s a lot of sitting around and talking and her acting which I understand but still. It’s just taking too long for anything to actually happen now which is really throwing me off.
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I was afraid it would happen but hoped it wouldn’t.
Dammit this story was going so well! But I just knew deep down the author would make the rapist forgiven and able to do anything he wants.The fact that he said he wants to protect them too like BRO WHY ARE YOU EVEN CLOSE TO HIM?!
Now I don’t even want to continue, it was so good so why! FUUUUUUUUUU-
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Alright now we all know the FL was horrible, vile and rapey through the whole story and we can all agree with that.
But let me breakdown why most of us are still hating on the older sex scenes and the ending. It’s because...
She has not changed! You may be saying “Well now their both consenting and understanding adults” Absolutely not, the blonde sub clearly is still in the mindset of her and can’t get over her despite the horrible stuff from the past, that’s unhealthy and if she was really matured and understanding, she would understand this relationship would go south REALLY FAST for her or him and she would’ve rejected him so he could finally let go and not just see himself as her precious toy even out of play. And the deepthroat scene “Well that was all consented!” Okay yes may have been but again this just shows she hasn’t changed and he hasn’t gotten over his Stockholm syndrome with her. If she really changed, she would’ve asked was that to much? Or said remember you have to tell me when it’s to much. We don’t see them establish any of the boundaries and with that scene of him vomiting we can safely assume they haven’t discussed it and only probably discussed of how things wouldn’t be like before on HIS part. Like she didn’t even seem sorry about any of it, all she did was be like “Yeah I did that it was pretty terrible huh?”
His love for her is completely still Stockholm syndrome like the rest of them, the other two seemed successful or happy because they moved on. They should have just parted, all of them deserve better besides the FL, she needs to grow up before getting into a real relationship.
THATS why we still hating.
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The one thing I LOVE about this story: Oddly enough the Rejection scene was my favorite scene in the comic. It was so really and hit so close to home, in most stories they always either make the second love interest okay with it or go away only a little bothered unless they were bad people. And if it’s a good person the person rejecting usually feels nothing and says it outright before going happily to their first love interest. Rejection hurts not just the one being rejected but the one rejecting, the fact you can never be the same again, the fact you just hurt someone, the fact that you didn’t hate them but you just loved someone else. That’s what the final hug showed before he sent him off, Sehun just wanted to feel what it would’ve been like and min didn’t hate it or do it just to do it, he felt it was the least he could do. Min was devastated and Sehun showed what a real broken heart looks like. No one is going to be fine when it comes to rejection in real life, both ways it hurts the rejector and the rejected. He even quit his job and Sehun tormented himself for weeks. It’s so realistic it clenched my heart and almost made me tear up. It’s a perfect portrayal of how it goes.
Another thing I liked was actually the antagonist and the fact that it feels like a real life antagonist. He had a bad past but it doesn’t excuse his actions. Being an ex it came back to haunt and jeopardize his relationship with his own worries. He seemed like what a real life obsessed ex would do a portrayal of an utterly broken man who suffered the consequences but didn’t act like they didn’t exist in the end, he knew it was his mistake and he knew he was suffering the consequences and finally let min go. He was some psycho bad guy who will never back down or hecking try and kill him or Joon. He just felt real as it affected both of them, as bad as he may be he felt like a real person and it was great. He got what he deserved as most guys like him do.
The characters felt really real and I appreciate it so much, this story was honestly great besides the small stuff but overall a good read. Thank you for translating and thank you Author! (⌒▽⌒)
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This was honestly a really good story, I love how real it is with most of the scenes. It felt realistic even the crazy ex felt real and not just some psycho thrown in from the past. The ending left me a little unsatisfied though. Like it was really cute but it was a little fast.
I’m not gonna nitpick at how quick they acted cute after getting back together cause they seemed always like the lovey-Dovey type couple but the conversation of why they broke up felt a bit unexplored?
We never really got a resolve of what happened with some characters like Mins friend who got the short end in this story. Or Sehun (but I’m sure there will be another story.) I don’t know I feel there are a lot of plot holes that were left unfilled and a bit rushed.
I’m gonna say what I love in another comment which really sold me on this story.(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
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Okay but is anyone lowkey imagining if this ended with them in a poly relationship? Like god that would be the best.
I really love the story of Ivan and Alek’s relationship and Ivan and Hen are super cute and I find it touching that Alek is starting to learn about himself cause of Hen and trying to reconcile about the past with Ivan.
Plus we all know it was fanservicey but the threesome *Chefs kiss* still worth it. I mean we know why we are all reading this anyway (at least most of us)
And about the art style yes there are a few changes but that doesn’t mean it ruined the story.
In conclusion, the scene was pretty hot, the art style seems fine and how about it ending in poly? (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
The deal was for them to have sex anywhere and anytime he asks. This isn’t sex, this is kinky shi-
So if the author or Mr shit stain over here suggest it’s part of the deal IT WASNT!
Dan doesn't have to do it at all, if it’s not the physical act of sex it’s void of the contract, please please tell me there’s a way to avoid this cause it just won’t make sense (╯°Д °)╯╧╧