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Pauchu August 7, 2023 11:24 pm

Initially at first i was abit interested in brian and the mls past i really wanted to know what was the reason on why he was willing to wait for hundreds of years just to see "brian" again but no
Ian is not brian and he never will be
Brian isnt even a fragment of ians past because to be honest he shouldnt even know about his past self because first of all its already in the past?? He has no reason to cling to who he was in the past when he doesnt even remember anything and feel anything
Its super annoying that ml is forcing ian to remember brians memory
I just cant see them as the same person
Ik their souls are the same and stuff but THEY ARE DIFFERENT PERIOD. why are they forcing him to hang on to a past he doesnt even remember and MOST IMPORTANTLY
ian doesnt even WANT to know about his past being that was like years ago
I get the ml and 2nd mls perspective but they arent even considering how ian must feel right now
He is so confused as to why they are doing the things they are doing. He has so many questions but he doesnt even want to know anymore because yk it would be worse if he knew that they are only doing all of this for brian and not for him
He thought he was finally meeting the person he was meant to be with but in reality it was all planned and the person he fell in love with isn5 even inlove with him but instead inlove with his previous being.
It would be a completely different story if ian actually wanted to know about brian but NO that is not the case


So in conclusion:
STOP THIS WHOLE ASS DETAILED BACKSTORY OF BRIAN AND THE MLS PAST LOVE
I DONT EVEN CARE IF WHAT THEY HAD WAS THE "GREATEST LOVE" I CAME HERE FOR IAN NOT BRIAN.
a short summary would be good enough
But did they seriously have to spend the whole season with brians story??? Im bawling rn i miss my baby ian sm i feel so bad for him. Why cant they just love him for who he is and let go of brian. Because in the end they are only with ian cuz theyre looking for signs of brian "within" ian (you get what im sayin???)
But even ian said it himself that HE IS NOT BRIAN AND HE NEVER WILL BE SO STOP COMPARING BRIAN TO IAN
they keep saying
"Brian this" "brian that" "if this was brian he would..yadayadayada"


Honestly they dont even love ian
They are looking for brian not him
I seriously hope that ian doesnt even end up with any of them and just ends up with a person who doesnt have any ties to his previous self so we know that they actually love ian for who he is.


THE ML AND 2ND ML ARE SO SELFISH.
They're literally manipulating ian to fall inlove with them just so they can be satistfied that in this lifetime they can finally be with "brian"
And ive been saying lots of people say
"The 2nd ml is such a manipulative jerk" im not denying that but tbfh the ml is literally the same LMAO
He literally manipulated ian to think he was his "savior" and that he would be the only one to understand what ian was really going through and that he was the only one for him.
He really made ian think he was inlove with him with all the things he was doing for him.

The ml too is such a narcissictic bastard
LIKE HE HATES THE 2ND ML FOR CAGING IAN FROM A YOUNG AGE TO MANIPULATE HIM BUT HE DOESNT EVEN REALIZE THAT HE LITERALLY USED IANS SITUATION TO BENEFIT HIM LMAO



RUN IAN RUN AND DONT EVEN LOOK BACK
but seeing how this is going i feel like he would still and up with the ml anyway.
I bet that he would eventually end up forgiving him and loving him again.
And then ml will "actually fall in love" with ian but in all honestly he will forever love brian
If he can wait hundreds of years for him then it isnt impossible for him to not love brian for his whole life and he isnt even human so it is definitely possible.

If that doesnt happen
Then i feel like this other situation would happen


Where ian suddenly "awakens" as brian (basically remembers his memories as brian)
and then he lives happily ever after with ml while ian is completely gone and he isnt even himself anymore because his past self took over his body.
(LIKE GURLIE??? WE HAVE DIFFERENT TIMELINES AND MEMORIES FOR A REASON )

That is THE WORST POSSIBLE SCENARIO DUDE.
The best scenario is probs what i mentioned earlier ( yk where he just says fuck them and leave to never be seen again so he can fall inlove with somebody other than ml and 2nd ml or basically just somebody who has connections with his past LOL)

Im dropping this for now. Im hoping for a plot twist tho or something cuz it would be boring and predictable if the scenarios that i mentioned earlier actually happens.


IMPORTANT NOTE: THIS IS ALL MY OPINION AND ALL OF THIS IS BASED ON MY IMAGINATION. MEANING NONE OF THIS IS ACTUALLY FACTS IT IS MERELY A FIGMENT OF MY THOUGHTS. SO PLS DO NOT FIGHT ME FOR HAVING A DIFFERENT OPINION COMPARED TO YOURS. I HATE DRAMA AND I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BLOCK YOU IF U CAUSE A RUCKUS.
(Btw english isnt my first language so if i have grammar mistakes just let it go IM BEGGING U) plus i havent slept for days my brain isnt functioning properly and i cannot be bothered to correct every single spelling , typo , and grammar mistake.

And if ur wondering why i have such a long ass warning. Its cuz people these days will literally make an issue out of nothing
I dont want to get involved so im saying all of this to avoid drama cuz i dont even have the energy to defend myself.


Thats all thanks for reading

    kokomirain August 7, 2023 11:47 pm

    RIGHTTT YYOU GO GIRLL

    Bankai August 7, 2023 11:55 pm

    Preachhh

    yuuren August 8, 2023 4:05 am

    LITERALLY WHAT IM SAAAYINGGGG LIKE WHY DO YOU NEED TO INCLUDE EVERY SINGLE DETAIL?? 10 CHAPTERS JS ENOUGH TO WRAP UP A BACKSTORY SERIOUSLY I want to give a f about Brian but I just can't, I've been holding a grudge against that man since the day Ian started realising that he was nothing but a "substitute" in a way and that probably plays a role in why idgaf about their story.

    choco flavoured d*ck August 8, 2023 6:11 am

    If they're going to explain the backstory they should chose some parts that can make us understand not the detailed version. They're making their story boring like who cares it's already in the past

    TanyaDegurechaff August 9, 2023 7:45 am

    i guess that is the point of story. Like ml and 2nd ml both see brian in ian but ian ist same as brian. What i want is not ian become brian but both MLs should see that he is not brian will not brian. That will make the difference and ML will get character development about this and will love IAN as IAN. Not brians shadow. 2nd ml probably will be obsesses with brian ? or maybe it will be exact opposite. 2nd ML wants ian as ian and ML will not accept Ian if he doesnt want brian... well we will see

    TanyaDegurechaff August 9, 2023 7:46 am
    i guess that is the point of story. Like ml and 2nd ml both see brian in ian but ian ist same as brian. What i want is not ian become brian but both MLs should see that he is not brian will not brian. That wil... TanyaDegurechaff

    english isnt my first language so i hope i could explain myself well :')

    Pauchu August 10, 2023 1:31 pm
    If they're going to explain the backstory they should chose some parts that can make us understand not the detailed version. They're making their story boring like who cares it's already in the past choco flavoured d*ck

    CORRECT

    Pauchu August 10, 2023 1:33 pm
    i guess that is the point of story. Like ml and 2nd ml both see brian in ian but ian ist same as brian. What i want is not ian become brian but both MLs should see that he is not brian will not brian. That wil... TanyaDegurechaff

    Yeah i get what your saying, imma just drop this for a while and come back when the whole backstory is over cuz i literally have zero patience for this

    Pauchu August 10, 2023 1:36 pm
    LITERALLY WHAT IM SAAAYINGGGG LIKE WHY DO YOU NEED TO INCLUDE EVERY SINGLE DETAIL?? 10 CHAPTERS JS ENOUGH TO WRAP UP A BACKSTORY SERIOUSLY I want to give a f about Brian but I just can't, I've been holding a g... yuuren

    RIGHT??? If they wanted to make the backstory this long they shouldve just made a prequel dedicated to brian and the ml so that the readers actually have a choice wether they want to read it or not ☠ cuz rn we are forced to read this long ass backstory bcs we might miss important parts
    Author shouldve just included the important details
    I dont want to fucking know how brian and the ml used to get it on LIKE STOP

    TanyaDegurechaff August 10, 2023 2:03 pm
    RIGHT??? If they wanted to make the backstory this long they shouldve just made a prequel dedicated to brian and the ml so that the readers actually have a choice wether they want to read it or not ☠ cuz rn w... Pauchu

    Yeah like im invested the past rn but it will hurt more when i see ml and ian now

    yuuren August 10, 2023 6:54 pm
    RIGHT??? If they wanted to make the backstory this long they shouldve just made a prequel dedicated to brian and the ml so that the readers actually have a choice wether they want to read it or not ☠ cuz rn w... Pauchu

    Ikrr Brian's a whole mood, he's funny with the perfect amount of wit but I just can't like him the way I like Ian lmaoo.

    choco flavoured d*ck August 11, 2023 8:44 am
    Ikrr Brian's a whole mood, he's funny with the perfect amount of wit but I just can't like him the way I like Ian lmaoo. yuuren

    I like ian's personality more than brian like his personality is pretty common (especially to other stories like they share the same personality) while ian, I like how he's pretty chill

Pauchu May 27, 2021 6:11 am

I don't really ship kahil and the arch mage
As hakman said she's only a child in appearance
She's old enough to be kahils mother
It's weird yk
Not that shes grooming him or anything but
I don't get how you're an adult and would fall for a child
Uhh
No thx
Even if she grew more older in that body I still don't want
Sorry but this is my opinion
And hakman is not a pedo since he knows that she is older mentally but not physically
And if she ever gets her old body back then that's good
And first of all she better not fall for that child
They are not the same age and she should know that
Goodbye now

    Vicks May 27, 2021 2:02 pm

    I ship it. Cuz people have old souls that dont affect their appearance. Its not her fault so yknkw. And besides shes a child now. Not her soul but her body

    Pauchu May 28, 2021 2:06 am
    I ship it. Cuz people have old souls that dont affect their appearance. Its not her fault so yknkw. And besides shes a child now. Not her soul but her body Vicks

    I'm not tryna oppose u or anything so pls don't get mad but
    As u said it's only her body that got younger
    So it means she's still old mentally
    Excusing the whole pedophile thing
    How she fall in love with a child ?
    I mean
    She's mentally old how did her preference change into that for a kids
    I don't get how she doesn't see him as a younger brother but as a potential love interest
    I'm not saying that it's bad but yk my opinion
    And I'm also not saying that in that body of hers she should fall in love with grown men
    Just yk
    Get her old body back
    Then she can fall in love

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Pauchu May 29, 2021 7:53 am

So I lost this hella good story and I forgot the title so I need y'all guys help
It's a modern romance manhwa about an otaku and a maid pls help that's all I could remember
And when the otaku dude shaves his beard he looks good asf

Pauchu May 20, 2021 3:02 pm

Can anyone of y'all pls recommend me some straight manhwa that is historical
Where the ml is a womanizer (emperor or anything )
And the mc is the secretary of the womanizer dude and has to clean up after him every one night stand
And the mc has a personality that scolds the womanizer ml and tells him to be careful cuz rumors will spread and stuff
But other than that she don't give no fuck bout what he does with his life as long as the job pays well and stuff
PLSSS RECOMMEND IM SO DESPERATE RN
and like the womanizer dude falls in love and stops being a womanizer and keeps chasing the mc that give no shit
And they eventually end up together
Plsss
I want something with a plot like this
Plsss
Or either the dude is a womanizer and changes his ways for the mc
But I don't want to mc that do nothing at all but still make ml fall in love
Stop no
I want a STRONG FL that dont Need no man
Man need her
She not gonna marry rich man
She the rich man
Pslssss
Or the fl has a cold personality while the dude is a softie
Or the ml is a jelly bean that gets jealous Everytime
Plsss anything with a good plot
U can check my read list to see what I have read already
I've read almost all the good ones so if y'all know some good ones pls recommend
Don't care if ml toxic asf cuz that's my guilty pleasure
Idk why I just don't like no toxic relationship in real life but like it in fantasy
Plssssssss
Anything with a good plot

    katsu ヾ(・ω・*)ノ May 20, 2021 3:26 pm

    do you have one? i’m really interested and it seems like you’ve already read onee

    Pauchu May 21, 2021 2:41 am
    do you have one? i’m really interested and it seems like you’ve already read onee katsu ヾ(・ω・*)ノ

    Try 'the dukes servant' if u haven't read it yet

    Pauchu May 21, 2021 2:41 am
    do you have one? i’m really interested and it seems like you’ve already read onee katsu ヾ(・ω・*)ノ

    And I'm also obsessed with gender bender lmao

    katsu ヾ(・ω・*)ノ May 21, 2021 3:09 am
    Try 'the dukes servant' if u haven't read it yet Pauchu

    sure will, thank youu ~

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