Sai's Things

So like uhm when I was like 5 or 6 I had to always go to this daycare. The lady who owned the daycare had a bunch of daughters. One day, one of the daughters who were like 10 came to me and asked me if I knew what sex was (I'm a female btw) and I said "NO" ofc cause I was like 5 I didn't know was. So then she told me to follow her out of now where and I did. Idk what happened but we started making out. And she took off my pants and started touching me. We did this everyday for weeks but the got caught by her older sister who was like 15. Sooo she got in BIG trouble with her the lady who owned the daycare, and I was kinda scared that the lady would tell my mom.

So like a week passed and she still didn't tell my mom. But then one day she was talking to my mom about it while I was there and I was hella scared, like, my heart was beating SO fast. But then when we went home she didn't say anything to me. But I was even more scared when she didn't do anything.

Well now I'm 15, I have depression, Suicidal thoughts, and drumroll please....

I Like girls lol