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What if this was a ptsd effect where he lost his memories bc he was afraid that the MC died? So instead he thought to himself that "what would this feelings be for if MC died? If he dies, then it's better that these feelings didn't appear in the first place". That'd explain the few first panel that ML didn't sustain obvious injuries but he got amnesia.
And ohhhh wouldn't it be interesting that his memories comes back but only at night? They're lovers at night but strangers in the morning