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One good thing about this story is that ML is good in bed and MC likes sex and actually gets excited (besides the rape, which he obviously doesn’t like). In other stories the bottoms often look like they’re in pain. I also like the character designs. I wish the plot was a little different.
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That's actually not a good thing, it's a natural reaction for many rape victims to "feel good" and orgasm faster because the body tries to protect itself from physical harm. I think mc even said that when they were in the bathtub. Irl it often results in the victims feeling guilty or even blaming themselves cause they body reacted even if they didn't like it
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Nah MC said that it’s just a physical reaction, I don’t think it’s that deep in this case. Author probably just wanted to draw rape to seem less bad, which is classic in BL. I also said that the MC obviously doesn’t like rape, but it’s normal that his body reacts like that, even when he isn’t raped, his body reacts the same way.
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So I am re reading the novel and I really forgot about how self centered ML is, like I've never seen a more annoying bitch ISTG. He really lowkey assaulted MC (forced a kiss) several times because he wanted to get a reaction out of him and provoke MC to punch him. MC is better than me, because I WOULD PUT HIM IN THE HOSPITAL. After that he consistently harasses him and plays literal mind games. Bro is a worse version of a middle school boy torturing his crush. The novel is really good, but he’s so annoying. What possessed the author to create a character like him. I'M LITERALLY ON MY LAST STRAW.
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You would see a girl on tik tok making a 50 part story time about him and how shit of a boyfriend he is. He is like damn alien trying to mimic an ML from a wattpad fanfic that thinks he’s so funny. You would think that MC is supposed to be socially awkward, but he stands out as the normal and decent person.
I think MC deserves someone better (like me)
no me
why do you hate him what he do
I just want Lyle really bad and think nobody deserves him. But besides that I really think ML lacking when it comes to communication, I'm mostly frustrated at continuous misunderstandings that he and his friends cause.