It's so hard to follow the raws, the MC has such a volatile imagination that it's hard to tell if characters are in the real life or in his mind/story, you can get a brief idea of what's going on but then he uses the same character in his scenario at some point(￣∇￣")
'When I'll recieve my pay, I'll give it all to you' Dang where can I find me one of him...
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I was slapping him, even if its one noodle, what is your hands doing all up in my food for sir
Nah, but like, the sexually carefree brother just turned into a pyshcopath rapist who would stop as low as to hurting his own brother, if they give me that "he actually did it so they both show their true feelings" I'm out
The uke can be his own love interest via his imagination, his own love rival, his own antagonist, he's so...energetic? (￣∇￣")
Chanwoo needs to be exposed to actually good potential lovers though, like he needs to pick MD not solely based on the fact that everyone he dates is an abuser or manipulative user, seemingly picking the lesser evil seems like a recipe for a long term toxic relationship where MD has all the leverage, he needs to pick MD despite there being other just as good choices
So far guessing, MC is gonna be a hyper confused softboi who just wants to be loved and 'senpai to notice me' and who's gonna eventually connect his admiration to the fact the blonde being gay to somehow meaning he's gay, blonde guy not gonna take any accountably for his jerkass but 'within his rights' actions cuz he's gonna misdirect his probably 'dark past' apathically on everyone (mainly MC) and if the black haired guys a character, he's gonna secretly resent the MC cuz he and blonde have a special connection , now I would literally love for any other characters besides these overused stereotypes of characters
It's not like the MC is that relatable either, it's hard to follow along with an MC that thinks of his love interest as some perfect flawless being, which is different from simple admiration
Idk I'm kinda hoping Chanwoo gets this glowy eye Avatar state like Masochism where he completely ripes the floor with the new guy, I think it's been hinting that Chanwoo can definitely reach higher thresholds of pain/pleasure than most subs, when the new guy starts safewarding Chanwoo's just chilling like that wasn't anything, that'd be funny
From chapter 1 I understood what this was gonna be about so I tried reading it knowing this is a smut, knowing that there're probably gonna make the MC dumb enough to allow for certain situations, but, geez, this MC has the be THE DUMBEST, BRAINLESS MC I have ever read, its actually giving me a lil bit of anxiety to try to follow the storyline from the MC's POV because she's just that frustrating of a character