AerakLieJae's Topics (42)

This is a situation where you are surrounded by diamonds and what you really like is gold. It's clear as say that he was surrounded by different shining, bright, handsome, etc. all the adjectives for dream men, yet he was focused on rather unique interest.

But in reality it is not hope and it never was in the first place. Sometimes we do assume that there's still a little chance left, to still fight for whatever we feel, to go back to how things were before messing up, to still continue like everything's okay, but we should really learn to maybe pause for awhile and learn to reevaluate. We see hope because we think the situation is in favor of ours, but it wasn't. Reality sucks and it will slap us hard before we know it.


In the case of this side character, I do not pity him at all. I admire him for his courage to take that secret for a long time so I'd rather say that I sympathize with him.

"It's never easy to smile like a friend knowing you treat them more than that."

And he'd done that for a long time, but he really needs to admit that feelings and sort out those feelings of his. It might not end at all but making assumptions, being jealous and not being to tell your feelings to the other person really is pain int he mind, heart and ass. ╥﹏╥

--------Seme having conversation with his other self scenario----


Seme: "Oh! I;m jealous, he's having a blind date with a beautiful girl!"

Few moments later.........

Seme: "Oh now I'm more than jealous that it turns out it was a beautiful guy!"


(Well good for him! Now he's threatened more （￣へ￣）

"I know you like me".. I don't know but this phrase hits hard. Not because Eddie is being overconfident but because he was aware of the other's feelings yet pretend to not notice it. One thing I learned in reading yaoi is that being straightforward sometimes help, but in this situation it didn't. It wasn't a question neither a confirmation. It is a statement that is being playfully said, without the consideration of other party's feelings. Who would want their liked person to know their feelings without them saying it properly right? Unfortunately it did not end as a second hand embarrassment but an insult and a triggering factor for his forgotten anxieties. Be strong big guy! Assholes do have good faces

What if the weird Aura the uke was seeing was actually his personality or more like his other personality. I'm guessing that these auras has to do with personalities. So same aura or personalities do tend to click with each other.. Now I'm seeing something black when he the other guy's aura was flashed in a moment, what if it's his dark side or the dark side of his personality. Two sided meant two sides of people? Just my guess!

Dzaii protect and guard your man!! That's a pretty slimy move he got there!! Confronting you directly!! So dzaii hold your horses and strengthen the defense!!!

His cute butt uwu

What's unique about this piece is that, it didn't give off horror vibes. I mean clearly the mcs are both involved with drugs, girls, guys, etc. Yet I don't find it as weird or as a story with a "hair-standing" vibes. The story is unique, still crazy, obsessed but yet it's undeniably sweet. The story line is out of ordinary and the way perspectives are shown in a different angle makes the reader feel the uke's emotion more. I hope they will continue the building of emotions and feeling because readers really love that!

One panel shows how Hyesung hold Byul's hand and squeeze it. I think it was very symbolic, like he's telling Byul he'll be okay and that Byul doesn't need to worry. I think the reason why Hyesung unintentionally "avoided" Byul is that he doesn't want his own circumstances to affect the child. Like he was trying to deal with the pain alone so that people around him won't suffer or so he thought because he was causing everyone to worry. My point is that simple squeezing of hand is enough proof that he really miss his son but isn't ready to open up yet. He don't want his traumatic past shape and influence his present self to the point that he might do something bad again to Byul like for once he left him right? But really he really wants help and cannot properly express what kind of help he needs. There a lot of people like him and some succumb to the depression and end in suicide cases. I really hope he can patch up the holes in his self.

I don't think I ever read a seme who actually stressed that the uke is his man at all. I mean being called "mine" and "lover" hits different of course. But I gave huge respect to the seme who recognize his lover as HIS MAN. I just think it's very unique and very sweet knowing the how this SEME claimed the Uke like that.